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11:00PM boredom.♣

Saturday, August 1, 2009 / 10:41 AM

I’m really bored right now, like really bored =). &I’m in a terrible mood at the moment; I can’t seem to work up a smile. Not even a fake one. Mm, love gives someone the power to make, or break you; but right now, you’re choosing to do neither and it’s tearing me apart. Lols, yeah. Other than that, one of my boys seems to be in some sort of trouble right now, &he’s scared. But can’t quite tell me what’s wrong yet & I have to respect his choice. I hope he’ll be okay soon. <3you nigger. Anyways, I’m bored so I’m going to list 100 random things that are about or have something to do with me. Might take a while..

1; my ASS boys mean everything to me. without them i wouldn’t be here either :)
2; i can get hyper pretty freaking easy, but can also get depressed just like that /clicks.
3; music means a lot to me :D ‘let the tears wash out the pain, &let the music blast it away.’
4; within ASS, there’s one member that stands out above the rest, it’s pretty obvious who he is :L, he’s my kitty :D &he’s everything i know that makes me believe, i`m not alone. no, really. i can’t remember a day since i’ve met him where i’ve felt alone. he knows how to make me smile when i’m down and cheer me up with his immaturity.. and he is the CUTEST person ever! inside&out! he’s simply irreplaceable. no one & i mean, no one could ever mean to me what you do :D
5; other than them boys, there’s myeverything; krystaltang. yes, that’s right. lover to loser, boyfriend or girlfriend, brother or sister, mother or father. mhmm! you name it (: she is it.
6; ihatebeingalone. yes, i know, it sounds pathetic. but it’s just one of those feelings i hate.
7; sometimes i feel like running away. from everything in this world, just so i can clear my mind and come back to face reality.
8; ‘all the love i’ve met, i have no regrets’, it’s true. although they all turned out wrong in the end, i don’t regret being with any one of them. i’ve had some of my best memories from those past relationships & also learnt quite a lot.
9; hmm, how could i forget dear Kevin? that’s right, i can’t. & even though at times we have our stupid little arguments, we wake up the next day like it never happened; &before you know it we’re the best of friends again. despite the fact we can annoy the heck out of eachother from time to time, we just can’t live without each other.
10; ahh, the other ASS member, Shamuel jamjam MacNham :) he has got to be the freakiest person i know! but overlooking all his disgusting habits; he is truly one of the greatest friends anyone could ever have. he’s always there for you when you need him & knows how to make the best out of any situation. glad to have you as a friend fatty!<3
11; &&who could forget!? the green year 8 id cared i have in my purse, the one called Andy Thai Bui. he knows so much and understands almost everything. he’s an awesome friend to have! keeps you company whenever you need (: hmm, i can’t think atm =/ but we’ve shared so many great memories together :) & they’re not gonna stop any time soon x)!
12; oh, when i’ve finally reached the age, i would like to move out with the boys (:
13; lyrics mean so much to me ~ they sort’ve make you understand you’re not the only one going through that situation and someone else out there knows how you feel. =)
14; i also just realised this will take quite a long time to finish.
15; i really, really, really, really, really adore animals! especially canines of all sorts (: & felines.
16; ooooooh! you know what I also like? green apple green tea with a hint of mint with jelly and pearls from Qubic.
17; i have an obsession with cute things, and cute people apparently. almost everything is cute to me ^0^
18; i’m a pessimist. so my first reaction to almost anything and everything is negative, which i will soon think optimistic-ly about.
19; i get scared reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally easily O_____O’’ like, seriously, REALLY easily.
20; i love the rain ^O^! & i like falling asleep to the sound of it :), but as mentioned above, i get scared easily. so heavy rain scares me ><’
21; recently, i realised i talk a lot in order to keep myself from thinking too much. & it’s a bad thing because it tends to annoy people..
22; as quoted! I’M NOT SHORT! I’M FUN SIZE! &&&&&& listen up, i’m not too small (: you’re just too tall! so yeah! i’m a growing girl so leave me alone ): !
23; sometimes i sound like i’m going to suicide, or i may talk about it a lot. but trust me, i know enough about suicide and depression to know how to prevent and cure it (:
24; i really can’t wait to get out of my parents house and escape their stupid rules & expectations! 3more years (: i can make it.
25; omfg, i’m only a quarter of the way to finishing this.. it’s taken me like 45minutes now hahaha.
26; DBSK’s music is my favourite<3 no, it’s not just because they’re goodlooking guys, although you may think that’s why i like them =) if any of you bothered to actually try to listen to a few of my favourites from them, the boys do have a lot of talent & their music is what calms me down from anything, <3.
27; i also really like Claude Kelly! he’s a songwriter who performs the song & records it for other artists :) he writes the best lyrics! & he’s not sexist so he writes them in a girls point of view too ^^
28; who else is there? ELLIOTT YAMIN! Yah! the first white guy RnB singer i really like :L. his songs are so sweet and can always express the way i’m feeling <3
29; ohh! && UTADA HIKARU! she’s such an awesome singer! her vocal range is pwoah! & her songs are just so catchy and addictive ~ started out so simple&innocent, so simple&innocent, chemistry like apple&cinnamon, like apple&cinnamon (8)
30; Mhmmm! Varsity Fanclub ~ they might not be the best lookers, but their songs are simply amazing <3 they’re so catchy and just simple amazing! turn on any Varsity song and i will start singing ~ i just hope they’ll release their album soon ):
31; apparently, no one knew i liked acoustic music lols. it’s just a nice change from my usual RnB (: &punkrock is just simply awesomeeeeeeeeee! just songs i can scream out to ~
32; & i just absolutely love piano pieces. they have the ability to make me cry hahaha, i just wished i had more ):
33; i loooooooove watching horror movies 8D although they scare the shit out of me. :L
34; but i am a complete sucker for the romance movies 8D yes i cry (:
35; i actually don’t see what’s so bad about crying. sometimes when there’s nothing you can do, you just have a good cry and let it all out. after that your mind tends to think more clearly :)
36; i’m starting my collection of soft toys! & i try to name all of them with a food name. :L so far i have Choco, Nugget & Cino etc.
37; on my 15th birthday i received 3 dinosawrs, their names are Barney, Horny and Dickie!
38; although i complain that people make too much noise and annoy me, i can be a reaaaally loud person (:
39; i have the ability to annoy and nag and winge the living daylights out of someone.. is that a good or bad thing? :L
40; the feature that appeals to me the best on someone is their eyes (: because they don’t lie (:
41; i hate lies. i don’t care what type of lie it is, i hate it. i’d so much rather the truth.
42; i love Fire Prince Zuko ^_______________^ he’s like the hottest non anime character ever! /drool
43; if i could cosplay at all, i would be Shana ^0^ when she’s wearing the school uniform with her cape blazer thingo! & omfg to be holding nietono no shana would be a dream come true!
44; ohh yeaaah! i also recently just found out i can draw! like omfg! i know right!? i never knew that either xD i like crosshatching with the pen i stole off Alan :)
45; most people learn better when they have a nice easy teacher, whereas i learn better if i have a really strict teacher. yeah, i work better under pressure Oo?
46; i think i change my mind way too often for my own good
47; i can never leave a good first impression on people! >:/ everything i do just makes me seem really weird Oo
48; oh ahahaha, i have a habit for spending money $$$
49; no matter how much i try, it’s never good enough. & i fail at almost everything i do.
50; ZOMG! i just managed to write 49 random things :)
51; i like to photoshop ~ but that doesn’t mean i’m good at it! >:/
52; & i realised i’m really clumsy and scared even more easily when kitty’s around. i think it’s because i feel safer around him, so i let my guard down.. :L
53; i tend to be misunderstood by many.
54; & i try to tell myself not to care what others think, but after a while it gets to me.
55; despite fact #49, i realised i am capable of achieving an A grade if i try hard enough ^o)
56; i like reading other peoples blogs to get inspiration for my own (:
57; it’s only 11:48PM and i’m starting to get really tired .__.
58; you know how the height of your waist down is supposed to be the same as your waist up? apparently my backbone is shorter than it should be (:
59; i despise good actors, unless they’re the movie star celebrity type of course. but i hate people who can act well, it feels like you can’t trust them and they could be lying to you about anything and everything at anytime. yeah i know, scary aye?
60; i want to go star gazing one day ^0^
61; &like everyone else, i make first judgements. but i don’t stick with it and give the person a chance to change my mind.
62; wow, when i finish typing this line, it is 1833 words.
63; omg it’s only been 63 and i’m running out of things to say!
64; WAHHH! the newsreader guy i just saw on tv was called ‘ALEX CULLEN!! A REAL CULLEN! i want (:
65; i like taking pictures (: not of me posing.. that’s only when i’m bored.
66; i can find the LAMEST things, freaking hilarious (:
67; people often mistake me laughing at them, for me laughing with them. O______o’’
68; i’m currently sitting here hugging a bear that i am yet to name! anyone got any suggestions ):?
69; example for point #66! AHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS #69!
70; Ahem, yes, Lol. You know you find that funny ^^
71; oh oh oh! i eat Gatsby (: it tastes as good as it smells xD!
72; i like taking paparazzi shots ^^ spamspamspam the camera =D
73; i crave any food that has been mentioned recently
74; my favourite season is autumn ~ it’s cool & cold at the same time.. &just really relaxing. &i just LOVE the colours! So firey xD
75; winter is pretty cool too (: i mean.. pretty freezing. it’s the time i need my werewolf to keep me warm (:
76; & guess what baybey? i just passed three quarters of the intended number of facts! Go me!
77; soooooooooon, i’m getting a new bag :) it’s a cow 8)!
78; is going to marry U-Know Yunho.. actually, we’re already married ^^
79; i am addicted to Facebook.. games..
80; just saw a porno ad on tv (: for ASIAN DELIGHTS~ smekcee Asian babes ;D! LOL!
81; can’t ice skate..
82; i’ve just written over 2000 words for this blog entry.. pwoah.
83; i feel like singing ^o)
84; at night, like, just then, i tend to walk into things like chairs..tables..walls..cupboards..wardrobes.. & even my bed.
85; i really miss someone atm -_____________________________-
86; i’m also really cold atm.. and i can get cold pretty easily
87; i’m really close to finishing this ^o^
88; i like playing games, but i’m not really good at them.. lols
89; i absolutely hate hypocrits ==’ they annoy me so damn bad ==’
90; HAHAHA, that Asian porn ad just came on and made me LOL.
91; i like seeing my task bar full of msn conversations, & especially when they’re all flashing orange ^-^ makes me feel popular LOLOLOL xD
92; i just saw Long’s convo pop up and jumped.. O___o’’
93; although my best friends are boys, i don’t really understand them sometimes..
94; i hate seeing remakes of movies/series, it always ruins the original ==’
95; i always say viet + maths school is shit, but i actually find it really fun =]
96; i’m a real sucker for those sweet talk guys hahaha..
97; i’m currently watching some fat guy sing ‘why can’t we be friends’ O_______o’’ wtf.
98; I think too much =)
99; OMFG GUESS WHAT?100; I’m tired now & I just wrote like about 2400 words for this blog ==’

Hope you had fun reading it you sad, bored people. =)
I’m going to go to bed now! Goodnight (: