'♪♫; feels like insomnia~ ah ah ah~♣
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 / 1:35 AM
Okay, so stuff that idea about making a lyric blog thing, I'm too lazy and can't be stuffed. I have enough problems managing my time already.. Hehe. Sorry x)Ahhhhhh, I had the scariest night I swear! Started off watching Supernatural.. *lame* & it was so scary. O__O I was in my bed wrapped in my two blankets and surrounded by my soft toys. I was shakingggg T_____T Geez, I'm sucha wuss ==' I hate scary things, and loud noises, but the scarier I hear a movie is, the more I want to watch it? /shakes head.
Grr, then while I was on msn, rain suddenly started POURING! I mean MASSIVELY POURINGGGG! And then there was hail too! It was all hitting hard against my window.. which I sit right in front of. Man I swear to God my reaction was like O______________________O'', then I started shaking and got hella scared. But I msg'd kitty and the rain died down! How magical LOL. Ahh kitty you never cease to amaze me 8D
Pfft, alright, maybe not that scary. Hehe.
Omg -________- So much shit has been on my mind lately. I don't understand boys at all T.T" & yet surprisingly, most of my closest friends are guys? Unbelievable ==' Seriously, guys have to get their act together and stop sending people mixed signals. Driving me insaaaaaaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! @____@
Man, especially when there are two of them who you're close to both.. & don't wanna lose either as friends, if that's all you'll ever be and want to be ==' Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. /rage at the next boy I see.
Oh oh, & I think I'm developing a minor case of insomnia~ I find it hard to sleep, I just lie there every night and do jackshit. Just lying there. Rarely get sleep. I think I'm scared of getting sleep and dreaming now, since recently an unwanted visitor has been appearing in my dreams. Like arggh >:/! Just get out of my life and my head already you asshole! Grr ==' & I had this night where I just lie there thinking about what I & one of those dumb boys could've had.. since he's been
Hmm.. yeah, only a few hours sleep recently.
Ahh, I dunno why I have blogs. I don't know if anyone's ever going to read them (: but yeah whatever :L.
