i wish that i could photoshop all our bad memories . . .♣
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 / 8:22 PM
Song of the Day :: Yellowcard - Everywhere (8)
Current Media :: Tv - Know Your Generation thingo? :L
Current Mood(s) :: Actually, quite happy =]. And excited ^0^. And .. yeah just really happy ^^. But then, also really annoyed ==' & frustrated.
Today, turned out to be better than I thought it would be. Originally, I had in mind, awkward situations, holding back tears and runaway moments. It was really good actually. =] I got the bus stop eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarly, and beat Steve hehe. Then we decided to catch the early bus, and walk to school in the rain =]. How nice was it? I love walking in the rain ^_________^! Although, maybe I shouldn't have, since he ended up all cold. /sigh.
Lesson 1 + 2 was Japanese! We had a relief teacher today. Mr. Hopkins. LOL, what a funny name. :L But I spent a lot of the lesson talking to Helen about specific events. And that was nice I guess. Then we sat there pretending to do work while discussing LOTS and LOTS of random things. I can't even remember them all anymore!
Lesson 3 = English! No Mr. Zerner ^__^! We had Mr. Ellis =) & during the lesson I finished stupid Mr. Dounas's extra work ==' & then sat there drawing stuff. It was fun and sort've relaxing. Although multiple times I had to hold back a few tears. :L
Recess! Uhh, I can't remember. LOL. Bad memory ><''. Umm Pe. We started doubles games today. And man, it was so gay ==', I don't even want to talk about it T.T I'm such a disappointment.. Sorry Tom! ><'! Hmm, I went all teary after we decided to take a break for the rest of the lesson cause I thought I was pissing him off and disappointing him and shit.. haha, yeah I'm weird (Y). On top of that, I had quite a lot on my mind so yeah.. Err, I dunno ^^? Then Thi Thi came in and owned all their asses! Hahaha! Go Thi Thi! Lunch, was really fun ^^! We ran around doing random stuff.. and omg! Andy Ngothai called! And we played around a lot. I can't really recall what we did, but it was fun, and that's all you need to know (Y) :D. Maths! I didn't do anything ^__________^. I just sat there drawing and listening to music and Facebooking on my phone rofls. Yeah I'm such a slacker I know. But hey, I need a break. Afterschool, I rushed to town to buy some stuff =]. & I couldn't find what I specifically wanted, so I just bought something else instead? Hope it turns out okay in the end (Y)! Oh and I also bought two t-shirts from JayJays ^___^! One is a Smile Panda thing, and the other is a monster standing there with its arm wide open saying, 'HUG ME!'. I love JayJay's shirts! ^__^Mm, then I came back to school and he was waiting alone for me. Wahh, >___<, I'm plurpmn! You really should have called me or something ):
Lol, then we went to Arndale so I could buy some Art Canvasses. It was fun 8D! We sat outside at the bus stop eating KFC and missed two 254X's :D. Omg, he's so mean ): He chucked a chip at my head! And the seagulls were about to attack me! OMFG! Kowaii .____.'''''! Ooooooooooh, and there were these guys talking to the police. I have to admit, they were quite cute x)! Although I know they're cocky cunts, they have a good reason to be >;D LOL. Mm, but thank you for the meal shout, the laughs and the smiles. And just for spending time with me =] <3>
Yeah, last night was quite awkward.. and quite queer if I have to say so myself. But I knew this was coming and .. hmm yeah. I dunno why no one believed me when I said I was fine T.T Guys, I genuinely was okay. Yeah no crap there were tears streaming down my face. But you know what? They disappeared soon after, and they turned into genuine happy smiles. So yeah, don't worry about me. I manage to survive through everything don't I? Thanks for your concern and being there thoughs n__n''.
Mhmm, so yeah. I realise I screwed thing ups and I never should've done what I did anyways. But oh well, we can't change the past right? I'm glad things are the way they are now .. I even think it was a good thing what happened, had happened. It's like we're best friends now =]. I don't know if you think that too, but that's what I think. And I dunno, I'm happy you didn't leave and desert me like the rest did. Or avoid talking about it.. I'm glad you stayed. I'm glad we talked. And dude, I reaaaaaaally don't know! Hahaha, just, thanks for everything n___n?
Oh & like I told vinno, I can't help how I feel now, but I'll let those feelings fade.. It'll take time. But yeah. Slowly (Y).
♪♫; cause you're everywhere to me
& when i close my eyes it's you i see.
you're everything i know that makes me believe
i'm not alone
