♪♫; Let's fly - y - y to the sky . . .♣
Thursday, July 23, 2009 / 6:20 PM
Song of the day :: Dei Hamo - Let's Fly
Current Media :: Scrubs / Rules Of Engagement
Current Mood(s) :: Annoyed. Bored. Confused. A tad too much depresso. Feeling a little lost and out of place, & I guess .. a little replaced?
It's the 4th day of school! Oh yippee. Today was pretty fun I guess :], started and ended pretty well. But what kind of normal day doesn't have it's downs?
Today started with a double lesson of Maths, oh joy. I really wasn't in the mood to work ==', weirdly I actually ended up doing something. Min was saying weird things again today and invited me to Rush to game with him on Friday LOL. He kept talking to me about Korean bands and that.. :L Alright lesson I guess
Uhh, Photography! But only a single lesson so I couldn't go paparazzi`ng, queerness =='. Lolol, I went through the pictures me and Steve took and OMG! There's so many of Samuel. HAHAHA! He has the funniest faces xD LOLOL. Yeah, then someone said something and my mood went byebye. Surprising how things can change in a split second :].
Frick, double lesson of PE. I hate PE ==', class is so gay! Urggh. We answered questions about 'stress' & one of the things that causes me the most stress are my fears and phobias. So yeah guys! Stop telling me scary stories that intrigue me.. cause they really get to my head afterwards (Y). Lolol, then me, Jess W. and Yvonne sat there talking about random stuff ..
Lunch, was fun fun fun! I don't know why .. but it just was ^^. But Ha Yeon kept freaking blowing up bags and popping it right next to my ear. Scared me big time. Grr. I kicked him and hurt my foot =='. Then yeah .. I can't remember much about lunch, just, it was fun =].
Wooh! Double lesson of Japanese, and once again, I did no work at all ^___________^. But we discussed random things .. and me and Andy were Facebooking on my phone. LOL! His sisters are so hot >;D! And ahahaha, yeah, mostly just random talk about things.
After school, someone was supposed to meet me at my locker, but he was late, so I went to his class. And he JUST came out. Baka he is (Y). Then we walked to Hungry Jacks, and yeah it was a typical group after school thing. Lol, Steve got scared of little kids because they were daggering him.. HAHA! We almost missed the bus :] but yeah, got there in time, lolol lucky.
Hmm .. I was once told by a friend that I should watch what I say and choose my words carefully. Does he realise that he never chooses his words with me? And makes me misunderstand so much =='. It drives us apart and I hate it. What else do I hate? How people can just change their mind just like that. Like omfg =='.. I feel unneeded and replaced sometimes. Because you're being so distant now ==', we used to be so freaking close. Now it's like you don't even want or need me there. Don't say I haven't tried to mend us. You know I have, it's you that never does.
Another thing I thought about today; have you ever noticed that when you think about/for yourself, people say you're being selfish, but when you think about others, they say you're letting yourself go. So there needs to be balance right? .. How are you supposed to make someone else happy, if you're not happy yourself?
I don't know, yes guys, I know I think too much for my own good. But that's just my nature. Yup (Y).
