baby, i just don't get it.♣
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 / 4:41 PM
Song(s) of the Day :: Mario - Let Me Love You
Yellowcard - Everywhere
Ryan Tedder - Gravity
Drew - Sounds Like Me
Current Media :: Windows Media Player - Music ♪♫
Current Mood(s) :: Peaceful. Yet a little upset. A little disappointed, and sort've replaced. A little alone, but don't really mind. Really confused..
Today was a better day than expected, & I also realised something (: I'll tell you later. :L, but this morning Jamjams wasn't there ): made it pretty boring. Lol.. I don't know what to write about mornings now. They're really empty. I sit there on the bus, listening to songs that remind me of nothing but you.
Oh oh! When I woke up and looked at the sunrise (: the sun was behind the clouds.. yet it was still shining so brightly ^^. Sort've reminded me of how strong a person you are :) & set me in a good mood for the day.
Hmm, first double lesson was French. The class was so empty, just me & Vuong. We were in the library on the computers.. and lol yeah. Quite boring (Y).
Next we had Japanese. Single lesson. Didn't do much.. like yeah. Just sat there talking about stuff. Which was quite alright.
In English, we listened to Zerner rant about something for a while.. and then we headed off to Theatre Sports. A lot of laughs during this time.. Melbourne team was pretty crap if I do say so myself. Yeah, they made me laugh.. but at times they were just plain stupid and boring.. & omg. When they did their introduction, they came running down the hall screaming, I actually got scared ><'', but they were really cute to be pirates ^^. & Adelaide High team was just plain freaking LOL. The beginning was really funny! But then it just got more and more boring.. and I fell asleep like once? Lol.. But good thing is, we won ~ ! GO AHS!
At lunch, which started late, I got changed into my pe shirt without getting naked once. Pro right there ;D. Lols... then we sat in our usual spot instead of going to the oval. And we talked and listened to music for a while.. til Richo told us off and made us go on the oval. But yeah, went to the oval and I made a comfortable pillow with my bags .. and just lied there listening to Yellowcard - Everywhere over and over again.. It was the best moment of my day. Just so relaxing =) staring at the sky.. ahh ^^. Afterwards I felt like going to a park alone just to do that again.. but neh. Lols. Not in this suburb. Oh! We won soccer too =)
Afterschool, Harvard went to King William/Rundle bus stop with me :) & we stood there talking for a while before he left. I stood there for another 30minutes and caught the 254X home hahas.
Today I realised, I haven't had a genuine moment of happiness all week. Apart from maybe some moments on Tuesday & the oval moment today. It may seem like nothing's wrong with me.. but there's a lot on my mind. And a lot of those things make me want to cry --''. Everyday I have to try my best to make the better of things and smile. I think it might be working.. I think I really miss seeing that smile everyday, which just makes everything better.
Oh, & many people take me for someone who likes something; just because someone else likes it. In other words, copy. But no.. I realised the only reason why I like those things so much, is because I know it makes them happy. Anything that makes them happy, will make me happy. :L I don't know if that makes sense.. But yeah =).
I'm starting to revert back to quiet me again. The one that overthinks everything. The one that prefers to be alone and quiet in the corner, so I can just think. Not that I'm going emo/depressed or anything lol.
Baby I just don't get it, do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, that make-up on his shirt.
You don't believe his stories, you know that they're all lies.
Bad as you are, you stick around, & I just don't know why.
If I was your man, baby you'd never worry 'bout what I do.
I'd be coming home, back to you, everynight, doing you right.
You're the type of woman, who deserves good things.
Fistful of diamonds, hand full of rings.
Baby you're a star, I just want to show you, who you are.
You should let me love you, let me be the one to
Give you everything you want & need.
Oh baby, good love and protection.
Make me your selection, show you the way love's supposed to be.
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you, love you.
Oh yeah.
Cause you're everywhere to me.
& when I close my eyes it's you I see.
You're everything I know that makes me believe, I'm not alone.
And when I touch your hand, it's then I understand.
The beauty that's within, it's now that we begin.
You always light my way, there never comes a day-ay-ay.
No matter where I go, I always feel you so.
Cause you're everywhere to me.
& when I close my eyes it's you I see.
You're everything I know that makes me believe, I'm not alone.
Cause you're everywhere to me.
& when I catch my breath, it's you I breathe.
You're everything I know that makes me believe, I'm not alone.
You're in everyone I see,
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Everytime that you told me, that we would write our own story.
Something in your voice, that made me believe you.
For every way you stole my heart, for everything that you are.
There's something about your love, that tells me I need you.
But you can't get started, when you're heavy hearted.
We're both fighting gravity, and it's making it hard to breathe.
When your hope gets frozen, and your fears unspoken.
Cause you don't want to fall again, well I'm falling too.
If this love's enough for you, and this love's enough for me.
Then why can't we overcome, this gravity ~ y ~
Sifting through the ash, of the memories that were lost.
Through the hour glass, because every dream has a cost.
You said that we were different, I don't see how.
When you laugh, you cry, you hope, you try.
You live for each moment, to be all you can be.
You fall, you break, you do wat it takes.
You love, you touch, you sleep.
Sounds a lot like me.
Standing on your own.
There's a fork in the road, where do you go?
You can't help yourself but to cry.
Cause the truth won't forget you, it's there everytime.
I don't want to go another day, so I'm telling you what exactly is on my mind.
Seems like everybody is breaking up, and throwing their love away.
But I know I got a good thing right here,
That's why I say.
Hey, nobody gonna love me better, I must stickwitu forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stickwitu.
You know how to appreciate me, I must stickwitu my baby.
Nobody ever make me feel this way, I must stickwitu ~
And now, ain't nothing else I could need.
And now, I'm singing cause you're so so into me.
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you and baby you're with me.
So don't you worry about, people hanging around.
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you & you know me
And that's all that counts
Hey.
