so far away..♣
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 5:50 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Akon feat. Colby O'Donis + Kar - Beautiful
Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane
Varsity - What I Really Wanna Say
Current Media :: Windows Media Player - Music (8)
Current Mood(s) :: Empty. Chest pains O__O''. A little upset.. Confuzzled. Lost. Out of place. Yet.. somehow happy. Tired though.. Stressed out 2dm now. Pretty fucking pissed. Scared too. Annoyed.. Worried like hell.
Ahh~ started the day getting to bus stop and waiting for nyaface. Aha.. then on the bus, when there was a free double seat, we moved there.. and I think that was a bad choice ): .. The aircon happened to be right there, and it was so cold D:! Ngaws.. my apoligies! Ahh then we walked to school. Haven't done that in a while.. quite a nice start to the day actuallies. Mm..
Hahaha.. French first! I spent the lesson in the library, doing my Science poster xD Kenji was there with us too =P It was fun I guess :) But LeDoledec gave me a pink slip for chewing gum.. First one since year 8! Hahahaha.
Japanese~ Mr Rehorek keeps telling me off now T____T'' He never used to, no matter what I did. Now EVERYTHING I say or do gets me in trouble.. /sigh. But yeahs.. just had a little discussion about Major Research assignment. Oh oh! Andy showed us his drawing thingo on DS, IT'S SO COOL! Ahh.. oh yeah! In homegroup, Carolyn gave me the food she made in home ec x) It was like.. super spicy curry chicken or something. SO FRIGGING SPICY!
Carolyn; Oh yeah.. Linh didn't have a teaspoon.. so she said she put in however much she thought it was, and added a little more to make sure..
Me; WTFUDGE~ /dies!
Umms.. Recess~ Kevin came with ''someone''. I don't see how he can't see any of this ==' She's just there to suck up T.T Gosh.. so annoying =='.. Fugging hell, she should know that herself as well. She lost my trust. She lost my friendship. She's just trying to suck up to him, and needs to be friends with me in the process. Nah uh sister, never.
English! We watched 'To Kill A Mockingbird', I didn't really pay attention.. I was Facebooking the whole time =P hehes. But yeah.. I got quite sleepy .. and tired .. and sick. But I couldn't sleep thanks to someone T.T
Lunchlunchlunch! Let's say it started off very shit. I was still feeling sick.. plus there was something I didn't really want to see ==' Kevin came.. and I had to cheer myself up a bit for his sake. And I actually did cheer up ^^ Ahaha.. Kevin smells like a baby ^^ and where he sprays cologne, he's manly x) So we sat there talking for a while.. then he left. But came back with her again T______________________T''. Fuck sakes. Ahh.. but I guess lunch was alright.
Last lesson of the day, yes! Science~ the lesson was spent negotiating our new research assignment for Biology~ I'm researching Viral Meningitis! Whatever that is.. Lol! Ahh she also went through our disease + microbe test. I did pretty well =D Just a few questions here and there I left out x) Umm.. oh! Ms Paps also let us finish off our posters. My poster looks better now ^^ Hehes.
Afterschool, I went to Ellis + saw a lost kitten there. So cute :) Hahahaa.. this is where he started to change.. Ahaha.. anyways yeah we caught the bus to Arndale + I met Paul :) Ahaha.. I reckon he's a lot nicer on msn ): He's so mean in real lifeee! Lol, but I also saw Ly >;D! Damnn.. :L Ahaha.. Ahh.. so we ate, walked Ly to work, came back, ate more and caught the bus home.It was pretty funny, Ly went high :L Gotta love that girl ;D
Sorry if my description of today is very unclear, I'm not in the mood to blog.. just so tired.
I get the feeling something's changed. I know something has.. I'm not quite sure what, but I'm sure I have a fair good idea what it is. I think that's also why you've been cold these days.. I'm sorry. I'll stay away if you want.
My best friend.. also.. doesn't seem like my best friend. I'm sure now, more than ever. Seems we disagree on everything.. we argue over everything.. or get mad at each other. It's like we don't even want to hang around with each other anymore either..
I also just found out something. It doesn't seem like quite a big deal, but with the people involved, yeah it is. It's going to tear our group apart =/ .. it's going to be a tough few weeks. Me and the best friend person will be more distant than ever.
I guess that's how it is now.. boys, we're going to stick together yeah? All for one and one for all. Hazzah! Hahaha..
Oh yeah, you little fucking loser dickface, GO DIE ALREADY. No one fucking wants you around. Fuck sakes.
