rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Sunday, August 9, 2009 / 1:51 AM

Today, was a great day. Better than I expected it to be :) Started off with Maths & Viet. . . In Maths I actually did work. Chyeah. But it was pretty normal.. a little work+a little bludge. (Y). Haha.. when I got to Viet, Rita AND Dao told me they wanted to talk to me .. and ask me questions about their love life. I mean, that's nice to know ^^. But what the freak! Why does EVERYONE come to ask me about this stuff..? I'm the least experienced around here T.T I had my first crush in high school & that turned out to be a fail where we ended up best friends. My second one, where we're JUST friends with a little complications. And my.. only official relationship. Which ended disastrously. I don't wanna talk about it ^^. Ahaha.. yeah. ==' I'm sure those girls are more experienced than I am T.T. All I can do is just give you my thoughts & opinions on your situation, mine advice is usually fair dodgey :).
Oh yeahhs! & last night while I was texting little misster Goku wannabe. :L I wrote a little rhyming lyrical thingy, which I haven't done in AGEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! Wanna hear :)?

those feelings i felt that day.
they'll never really fade away.
the way you're making me feel,
nothing else could be so real.

LOL I agree, EWWWWW! But but then today when I was sitting there waiting for everyone to arrive at Viet school, I heard the wind howling and thought of this;

as the cool breeze howls,
it brings back the memories of ours.
& i start to wonder what happened to those days,
before we both went out seperate ways..
LMFAO! I'm a loser, that makes me tear up ):
Lols, after school went to meet up with Andy Pandy + Harvard YE/YIPPO/YIPYIP at Arndale. I had a little spazz over food ^0^! Ahaha, then we were told to come later cause someone wouldn't leave the house! :L! But by the time we finished shopping, he finally left LOL. So yeah we went there and helped a little with decorations while people were arriving :).
Lololol uhh.. Everyone was mean to me this day ): They kept trying to throw things at me.. specifically aiming for my face/head T______________T. Grr.
Ahaha when the birthday boy arrived ~ it was so funny listening to him & his family talk ^^! And trying not to giggle or L O L! Harvard+Helen struggled the most ROFL.
Mm.. throughout the night we just played games (Wii). And it wasn't much, but it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun! Although there were times.. I couldn't take it and felt like leaving early haha.

My mind is sort've in lala land atm, really brief descriptions haha. Sorry ^^''

Ummm.. in the end it was just us jASs left (: it was one of those times I missed. Just the four of us :). It's been a while, ne? We sat there watching random failblog videos on youtube.. and random stuff Andy Pandy had to show us ^^. Honestly, some things weren't that funny. But seeing those dorks with a smile or a laugh, makes me want to as well. Thanks boys :D!
Although, I was really tired -___________-! Stupid brother's fiancee wouldn't pick up her phone T^T. So I called brother dear instead ~ 8D! He came at like 1:somethingAM. & frick, I'm so tired ==' But he told me that she had a bad moment today :S. She stuffed up her clients hair.. You see she runs a Wedding Planning type of business. And she does hair & makeup for her clients. She did a makeup course so she's good at that :). But stuffed up the hair.. and her client wasn't happy :.. neither was she =/ Ngaww, hope you feel better soon sis :) It's okay ^^.

Ahaha well.. today. I honestly felt like backing out.. Remembering how you said I shouldn't go there anymore. It's something that had been running through my mind since the moment I'd been invited.. I didn't know whether you'd want me there or not =/ ... \sighs. In the beginning it sure seemed like you didn't. Later on in the night, you warmed up a little.. and made me not regret coming :).

This week has been a weird one. You've been so distant.. so far away. & at moments I thought you were slipping away from me =/ Just thinking about it makes me cry ^^"". I don't know why.. but it feels like you've changed. It's like you're not who you were to me.. before. It's like you're a little more distant now. & I don't know whether you're doing this on purpose, or if it's just one of those changes people go through. But whatever it is, it's your choice yeah? Don't let me stop you ^^.
I'm glad this awful week is over now. Finally.

Oh oh! I found a really cute song today ^^! Nick Carter - Funny Face. It reminds me of you in a way =). Just the way you seem to cheer me up sometimes. uhh, I'll type up the lyrics some other day. Tomorrow maybe? Exhausted atm lols. (Y).

Miaociao to you :)