unpredictable.♣
Friday, August 21, 2009 / 5:33 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You
Varsity - Love Song
Nick Carter - Funny Face
Aaron Carter - Let Go
Gabrielle - Survive
Panic At The Disco - Nine In The Afternoon
Current Media :: Tv - ABCkids
Current Mood(s) :: Confused. Shattered. Alone. Depressed. Annoyed. Worried. Thinking (Y).
Ahh.. today started off really well. I guess.. But then me + Hayeon along with Hashan, Jasmine, Han Dol + a few others went to Red Cross : Even Wars Have Laws thing. I learnt a lot there.
Started off with us splitting into groups and mingling with other schools, I stuck with Ha Yeon + Han Dol. We were in a group/table with 2 SAC girls and 2 girls from St Josephs? Haha..
So the guy talked to us about the International Humanitarian Law. It's so interesting! (: & the Red Cross and what they do. I'd love to be able to volunteer someday<3>
Aha.. then umm, the lady and the dude talked to us about the Red Cross organisation some more, and what they did to help people during wars and crisis and stuff. It's so awesome how they're able to help! & then this other guy talked to us about the weapons used. Bombs and such.. Ahh.. it's devasting the things humans do ): ..
Then uhh, it was break time~ and they had a whole table full of really yummy cookies !! I had a chocolate cookie with a hazelnut on top.. and an Anzac biscuit. It was love at first munch<3>! Lololol.
Lolol then um.. Man I forgot =S Hmm.. but uhh..
Then then we had lunch ^^ there were SAMWICHES! Nomnomnom x) I had a ham+cheese and a seafood + tartar sauce samwich. Yummy =) Lolol.
This girl from the Australian Defence Force came in. And she was wearing this uniform that I really like ^^.. except for maybe the high waisted pants bit O__O Ahaha yeah. She was a really down to earth person (Y) and explained to us a little bit more about war laws (Y).
Then we played this role playing game~ Where each table had a different scenario and there were 1 or 2 characters you had to play. Each was a war situation between Blue Land and Orange Land! In one situation I was the 10 year old kid, who's school just got bombed by Blue Land. Lol.
Uhhhhh.. then we had a panel discussion? Where we could ask any questions to a panel of members from the International Humanitarian Law committee~ ^^
Man my memory's getting blurry now.
Mmk, well after that finished we got dismissed, and I went back to school, into the multimedia room where they all were. Then after that we left to catch the bus and went back to Arndale. The bus ride was so funny! Oh my gosh Luan blinks so cute x)! Heheh.. Ahaha and Nathan sleeping =P
Arndale.. went to atms, went to eat. Got ditched.
Yeah that's pretty much my day.
Yeah you, I don't get you. I know you don't like him, and that's probably why you left. But.. what makes you think I wanted him there? What makes you think I wanted to see him? It hurts when I see him. It hurts when I see THEM. And you just left. After that, I just sat there, not wanting to move. Trying to make sense of the situation. Trying to hold the tears back. I don't get it.. Then I just went home, the tears started on the bus. I went home, and fell onto my bed.. tears and all. I tried to go to sleep.. but I couldn't.
I don't know anymore. I don't know anything. I don't know you either. I feel so alone now.
What's on your mind? I want to know, but I don't want to invade your personal thoughts. But sometimes.. I just have to know.
Ahaha.. I dunno, I'm just a loser (Y).
Oh~ but today I managed to decide my careers! First preferences are between Lawyer + Psychologist. Backup is Photographer :) but I also want to volunteer for Red Cross as well! Go into war and help the wounded and not get shot at all :)
.. Eugh what am I doing faking all those smiles.
