Baby please don't fade away.. want you to stay.♣
Monday, September 14, 2009 / 6:14 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Big Bang - StayG-Dragon - HeartbreakerThat guy? - A Whole New WorldUtada Hikaru - This One (Crying Like A Child)Elliott Yamin - Wait For YouColby O'Donis - Hard 2 Let U GoVarsity - Right Back Where I StartedVarsity - What I Really Wanna SayCurrent Media :: GOMplayer - Friends :)
Current Mood(s) :: Depressed. Weak. Tired. Sick. Annoyed. Misunderstood. Worried. Stressed. Disappointed. Neglected. Downdowndown.. Rawrs, sorry, haven't been posting lately :/ Been getting home late and going out a bit too much, and when I get home I just crash in bed and you won't hear me again til morning (Y). Yups. Let's briefly share what I have done in the past three days ne?:Friday;- Woke up, went to Arndale to meet Kitty (: walked around for a bit and ate maccas ^^. He's a fattyfattyfatty :)- Waited for Andy & Vuong to come and caught the bus to town, on the bus met an unwelcome ex.. Made me a little achy :/.. Lols.- Split up; Andy & Vuong went to Hive. Gamen & Steve went to the show. I went to town to meet Kevin :P- Walked around and caught up with Kevin. Nice walk :) Enjoy being with him ^^. Ehehes. He's got braces now! And he's still a goodlooking boy ;D Ahahas.- Went to Hive and sat there for 3 hours downloading songs (Y). 4 Albums, 2 songs. 40 Songs altogether :D.- Lols, got quite bored -__-, decided to finally go to the show and meetup with the other two. Caught the train (Y). Ahahas.- Got to the show, quite empty O__O, walked around for a bit.. DOGGIESDOGGIESDOGGIES :D! Ahahahas yups.. Then Gamen had to leave =/- Walked around Jubilee? Got attacked by bugs O_________O! Lololol, went around Showbag Pavillion for a bit.. went to meet up with Samuel JAMJAMS, Helen & HaYeon. =D- After we saw them we immediately went to rides.. Omg.. Hangover.- The Hangover. The ride where I almost died. Yes, I almost died. Did anyone care? No! Guess what Kitty McRahrah had to listen to the whole time? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE E EEEEE EEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEE EE E EE EE E E E E EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! KITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY ! WAHH KITTYYYY! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEE E E E E E. Yes. But I did not cry <>:/! Sheesh. :L- Then sat out while they went on the Space Roller :)- Then.. we went to th Jubilee! Walked around for a bit and got lost :S.. Then I had to go back with Kitty so he could put coins into the swirly money thingy.. :L. The lady even put coins in the other slot so there were coins spinning clockwise & anti clockwise.. and she gave him 50c to try out as well. Gosh, so cute Kitty :) ^^- Walked around the art awards section.. focussed mainly on Photography. Gosh fucking darn, some of them were so shit. Like, technique, edit, expression. Everything was so shit and it got first prize T^T! Pissed me off hell bad since I knew I could've done so much better -___________________- Okay yeah maybe it's just me being cocky but whatevers.- Uhhh.. then I think we walked around a bit more.. .. and went to the Showbag Pavillion to buy showbags. Whcih is where we split up again :) .. Afterwards we just went outside to sit and wait.- BUT WE HEARD THE FIREWORKS AND RAN FOR OUR LIVES LOL! The fireworks weren't that pretty.. but I guess the moment was significant ^^, even though the fatties weren't there ): But yeahs, it was good ^^.- Then.. somehow found the fatties? Walked around a bit more.. went to eat I think? Lols.. Man I can't remember what we did? I remember going to eat, sitting near the Space Roller singing out as loud as I could, knowing no one could hear me ^^. Umms.. walking around a bit more & buying Lightsabers xD- Hmms.. Then when it was time to leave we went to the bus stop to wait for Jams mummy. LOL! Another jASs moment ^______________^. It was fun :) Oh oh and when she came to pick us up, I got to sit in the baby seat xD Hehs.- Got home, shit tired, went to sleep :)Saturday;- Woke up, msn =P, went to Saturday School.- Maths; We didn't do much. I was still shaking from Hangover O__O. Sat there doing work from AHS. Caught up with Rita :D Was good.- Viet; Started our research assignment. I feel better, because even the teacher thinks I'm able to do this assignment. I'm researching Viet Culture; Music&Songs/Famous People. It will be interesting (Y).- Went to Kitty's house :) .. watched Flopsy have an operation.. ): Umms.. then.. I.. went to sleep :) :L. Tried to.. His siblings came in and his brother wasn't wearing pants? O__O. LOLS. Yeah..- Slept for a bit more and his family left =]- Went to catch the bus to Andys place. ATE AT ANDY'S FOR ONCE, AND WE GOT FULL! =D.. for a while at least xD. Ahahas =) We had yummy Sheppards Pie (: & Druken Chicken? & this Vegetarian stuffs. =)- Hung out for a little and then we went to Hiveeeeeeeeeeee!
- Omg ): Cockroaches.- Bus didn't take as long as it did last time :L. & we got to Hive and stayed there for an hour.- Went to catch the bus back to Andys.. Didn't get there til like 11something =/ & his dad lols. Well uhh.. we sat there for a bit contemplating on who would pick us up =S.. and yeahs. Kitty's sister did :)- Got home, crashed. Tried to anyways.. cried and stayed up til 2am. Don't you just love your dad? I don't. I hate his guts.Sunday;- Woke up late.. went to eat at Vans Restaurant with family.- Annoying, food was late T.T; wasn't made properly. Made me feel fat T.T- Went to Harbourtown (: Bought a jacket, a t-shirt & suspenders (H)!- Saw Nathan, Harvard, Jenna & Maddie. :)- Slept in car while brother went shopping at West Lakes & Arndale. Lols.- Went home.. Msn :) Friends :D Plants Vs Zombies..- Got hella annoyed at stupid things.- Went to bed, finally.yes, that was my lovely weekend. (Y).
TODAY! Started out to be.. fair well. Got worse at some points, got better at others. Just depends on how I want myself to be I guess.
First lesson was Science! We had a Chemistry Practical today :D! It was heaps fun ^^ Ahahas. Yeahhh. I did well :) I like Chemistry Pracs, they're freaking awesome. I feel smart when I do them ^^. Hehes.
Next, I would have had Pe. But I was sick anyways, so there was no point in going. Plus, Krystal wanted me to see her DVD cover. LOLS. Yeah.. Oh oh, M_ _ _ was in the computer room and someone went bright tomato red and we realised this pose he pose he does everytime he goes red. ROFL! HAHAHAHHA. Okay I won't say much more or he'll punch me in the face. But I remember crying from laughter because I was laughing so bad xD HAHAHA at me and Helen going NGAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW & squealing xD.
French? NAH UH! I'm sorry Jams, Vuong, Madame LeDoledec and Miss. I think I'm so tough and everyone should listen to me when I say 'AHEM!' because I'm so manly and fearful. Gosh. :L Me & Harvard sat behind a computer table and we sat there watching random things the whole time Oo. Ahahaha.. somehow lasted a double :) Yes.
Lunch, I talked to dear KB about things. Ngaws, I feel so bad for her ): and him as well. Fingers crossed for you two! =/ But lunch was fun, though I got a little annoyed at certain freakoids. Grr at Edward & Peppi. What the fuck? I don't even know you Edward, and you go through my fucking wallet? Who the hell do you think you are? Sheesh. ==' Umms.. yeah other than that lunch was fun. Oh yeah, at the beginning I went to vote for an SRC thing. YOUth Decide! LOL. :D
After lunch, I thought I was going to go to Photography but everyone wanted to bludge? So.. uhhkays. W/e. :L. Umms.. at the begining me & Jenna were playing TapTap Revenge xDD! Then I had to verse Kitty, cause it just seemed like something we'd do xD. LOLS. 1-1. Not bad kittywhore :). Umms.. ahahahaha yeah. Then typing test :) Got my 80wpm back xD.. music? Went through some old pics T.T Don't even mention it kays? Uhhs.. then I went outside for a little fresh air.. I couldn't stand it in there much longer. I decided to call Alan and check up on how he was doing.. his voice cheered me up a little ahahas. Then I went back inside and talked to Helen a little bit. Then we all mucked around a little then it was time to go home!! :D
Afterschool :) I wanted to go to Shin Tokyo and buy some Cromartie High mangas (Y).. but we didn't. So we just went to HJ's for a little.. and then I felt like going back to Arndale to buy some lollies so I could cheer myself up at home (Y). But we didn't do that. Just sat on the bus being idiots for a little rofls. Yeahs.
\sigh.. I don't know what to say about today. Everything was just everywhere. I don't know how I should be feeling.. and I know whoever you are reading this would say ' be happy '. But I can't be, unless I fake it.. and that's pretty much what I've been doing for the past week or so. Can I keep it up much longer? I'm not sure.
Is it just me? Or do you see it too? I miss you like fuck. Sure, everything seems all and well on the outside. Mentally, I think we're more distant than we've ever been.. and it ain't getting any better.
Everything seems to be killing me. I just felt like I've lost everyone.. and everything that's ever meant anything to me.. I don't have any motivation to keep on going.. and I don't know why I still am. But I feel like giving up..
Anywhos. I think this post has been long enough, so there's no need for lyrics yes? I'm fair tired and I have homework to do. So I shall go do that :)
Shall talk to you again tomorrow :)?
Goodbyeeee xox.
