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Don't know what you're doing to me..♣

Monday, September 7, 2009 / 6:27 PM

Song(s) Of The Day :: Aladdin - A Whole New World

Lion King - We Are One

Yellowcard - Everywhere

The Fray - You Found Me

Chris Brown & Keri Hilson - Superhuman

Linkin Park - Numb

Linkin Park - In The End

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

Current Media :: Windows Media Player - Music

Current Mood(s) :: Worried. Unhappy. Uneasy. Sick? Tired. Chest aches T.T Stressed. Failure. Stupid. Annoyed. Distanced.

Today was a lot better than thought out to be. Thankyou, it's all because of you (LL). Started off the day with a song, that would last through the whole day, and even now. The morning bus ride was fun =] Ahahas, yes you dumb bum and your bluetoothing. I kicked the wall in the morning.. fuck my foot still hurts a little ): I'm so smart? Lol.

Science first up~, we had the laptops today so we could do our research assignment. Oh oh, and we have a test this Wednesday! Nts; STUDY! Lols. Ahuhs. Yeah.. I mainly tried to focus on work this lesson, I think it worked. Talked to Carolyn a little too =]! It's going to be just me and her in our science lessons, no weird guy making Asian accents with every slow response he made, no fat annoying disgusting guy sitting beside me. It's going to be very different.

Oh what else? PE next. Me & Yvonne didn't change (Y). Why change when it's only a stupid single? ==' Sheesh. Lols. So we just took our shoes off and shot a few hoops in the gym. I'm actually surprised? I got most of the balls I threw, IN! D:! I know right. :L. Ahahas, yeahs. Just talked to Yvonne a lot ^^.

Recess was fun. Hubba Bubba!!!! Lols. And I gave Kimberly her tie, from her beloved babyface girl. Lols. ^^. Mms.

French went by pretty freaking fast O__O. It was only me and Vuong and yeahs.. Oh my God a French tense test on Wednesday too -__- FaiL! Oh, & Madame Le Doledec will let me do my presentation at lunch tomorrow :] She's been really nice recently ^^. And my fucking God, that student teacher lady pisses me off so bad. Fucking hell, she's trying to act all tough when she's obviously not. ==' So annoying.

Lunch! Was really fun ^__________________________^ Ahahas, Jenna was being pimp ;DD. GO JENNA! LOLS. Anywho's, yes lunch was fun =] Not quite sure what I did. Lololol, running around being an idiot and not remembering what you're doing. The life =]

Photography! Man hell stressy T__________T! I'm so disappointed in myself for not finishing my work -__-! As fucking if. Jill you're gay. Gosh.. ): I think I've failed Composition. You know what? Who cares, as long as you get the picture and it expresses whatever emotion you want it to express then it's a darn good picture isn't it? Rules were made to be broken.. so why learn the rules anyway if you're just going to break them? -________-

Afterschool we went to Arndale, Centrelink =] But before that I caught the bus with Nathan, Luan and Steve =].. Ahas, I missed being like that.. Rofls. And stupid Luan >:/! You damn deserve it bitch :DD. Hehes. JilLbies ^^. Yes, the bus ride was good =]
At Arndale we headed straight to Centrelink and PAHAHAHA, I stood there watching someone having phone sex. ROFLMFAO. LOLOLOL. 'So what's your registration numberrr ;D'? LOLS. And yes, he's just cute no matter what he does ^^. My favourite person in the entire world ♥
And then we went to eat at Maccas. And it's the small things like these, just these moments, that tend to make my day. No, no, shuttup! You're the fatty fatty fatty fatty! LOL. ^^ You're so cuteeeeeee! ♥

Anywhos yes, right now, there's someone who means a lot to me, that thinks he isn't a great friend. Dude, please cheer up ): ! You're always there to listen to whatever I have to say, even though it's the same repetitive heartbroken crap. You always sit there and listen and even try to help make it better. You mean everything you say, unlike the others. You have the ability to make me smile with the things you say, even though it probably isn't much. A simple hello, or a flash of your conversation will make me happy. You're a great friend to me, and I know you are to others as well, which is why you're adored by many people. Please believe me. Love you nutella sandwich eating person, cheer up ne? It's unfair of me to be happy, while that person who constantly cheers me up isn't. You know what? You're useless? Oh puh-lease! I'm the useless one, I can't even cheer you up even though you manage to cheer me up every single time.

Lols. I think other than that, today was fairly up there. It was missing quite a lot of people though. I really do wish they were here. I miss them already ♥ lols. You played a big role today as well, you managed to keep me happy all day. With everything you say and do, just makes me smile so true :D! ^^

I must, must, must, must, must, focus on homework now! So.. goodbye people who read my blog that has nothing to do with anything, that has no point at all. It really is useless and time wasting reading these posts.

a whole new world

a dazzling place i never knew

but when i'm way up here

it's crystal clear

that now i'm in a whole new world

with you

♥

if there's so much i must be,

can i still just be me?
the way i am

can i trust in my own heart?
or am i just one part

of something planned..

♥

recognise the way you make me feel

it's hard to think that you might not be real

i sense it now the water's getting deep

i try to wash the pain away from me

♥

lost & insecure

you found me, you found me

lying on the floor

surround me, surround me

why'd you have to go?

where were you? where were you?

just a little late

you found me, you found me

♥

you changed my whole life

don't know what you're doing to me

with your love

i'm feeling all superhuman ♥

you did this to me

a superhuman heart beats in me

nothing can stop me here with you

♥

i dreamed i was missing

you were so scared

but no one would listen

cause no one else cared

after my dreaming

i woke with this fear

what am i leaving,

when i'm done here?

so if you're asking me i want you to know

when my time comes

forget the wrong that i've done

help me leave behind some

reasons to be missed

don't resent me

& when you're feeling empty

keep me in your memory

leave out all the rest..

don't be afraid

i've taken my beating

i've shed, but i'm me

i'm strong on the surface

not all the way through

i've never been perfect

but neither have you

so when my times comes

forget the wrongs that i've done

help me leave behind some

reasons to be missed

don't resent me

& when you're feeling empty

keep me in your memory

leave out all the rest..

forgetting all the hurt inside

you've learned to hide so well

pretending someone else can come

and save me from myself

i can't be who you are

when my times comes

forget the wrongs that i've done

help me leave behind some

reasons to be missed

don't resent me

& when you're feeling empty

keep me in your memory

leave out all the rest..

forgetting all the hurt inside

you've learned to hide so well

pretending someone else can come

& save me from myself

i can't be who you are..

i can't be who you are

Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest ♥