dying, dead. breaking, broken.♣
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 / 8:49 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Mario Vazquez - Gallery
Joey Moe - Lullaby
Christopher - Colors
Cascada feat. Dons - Everytime We Touch (Hip Hop Remix)
Utada Hikaru - Apple and Cinnamon
Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
Linkin Park - Lying From You
Varsity - Love Song
Varsity - Bad Habit
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You
Elliott Yamin - Fight For Love
Claude Kelly - I Hate Love
Claude Kelly - Down
Claude Kelly - I Love The Rain
NEWS - Cherish
Current Media :: Windows Media Player - Music
Current Mood(s) :: Depressed. Negative. Dead.. no not yet. Dying. Broken? I wish.. just breaking. Annoyed. Unwanted. Insignificant. Lost. Out of place.
I found today.. actually really gay. First thing in the morning, found out those people who gave me life can't accept me for who I am. Yup, I have the best parents in the world -.- but yeah.. went to bus stop and he cheered me up a bit. Went to Hungry Jacks for brekky :) Nomnom ahas.French? Nah uh. Lols, yeah, we sat on the computer doing I don't know what. DLing? Editing with Photoshop :D .. yeah just sitting around talking and random crap (Y). Would own French lessons anyday. It did :]Hahas, Masaki-sensei gomen ne? Omae wa bitch desu :D .. soshite, no one came to your class desu :] Instead ka? We went to the computer room and I watched part of the video they've been editing. Actually interesting? Lols.Recess! .. Food? Yes! Food. Ahh.. food =]English? Fuck you. Never =='. Computer room? Yes, anything other than English.. I didn't like this double much. Started off playing games? LOL I am noob, I admit. But I like playing for some reason :). Lols.. yeah.. then I had to run out for a bit.. Came back watched a bit of Rules Of Engagement? .. Then listened to a little music.. And studied a little for Science test. I ran out a lot.. Lol. Twice? Okay maybe not a lot n__nLunch! Because I like asses :) Ahahas.. yeah. It was pretty fun :) Very random, but fun ^^.Science! We had a test on Reproduction today! I did really well ^______^ Just two little mistakes, but 43/45! I'm proud of myself :D! \pats back. Hehes ^^. Ahaha and I wrote out some lyrics after I finished.. and we talked a little bit about what we're gonna do for Chemistry! Yay! Chemistry! I like Chem :) Oh I also got out of class late because I was copying down notes :) Hehs.Afterschool.. we had a 6way conversation on the phone. Yup, while we were pretty much right next to eachother. ==' yes. BUT OH I GOT TO HEAR HELENMELON'S VOICE! I miss her! ): Mm.. sat at HJ's for a while :) & then went to bus stop. Lols, I think this may have been my favourite time of the day. Was it because it was nearing the end? Or because I was with you? .. I'm pretty sure it's because of choice b), but now I don't know anymore.How would you feel when.. the pair that gave you life, tell you that even they can't accept who you are anymore. I usually say I don't give a crap about what they say.. but I've been keeping it all cramped up inside. This just hurts now.. How am I supposed to accept myself, if even you two can't? I guess I really am a mistake for anyone who meets me. I'm sorry, everyone.I feel like crap.. I don't want to be here anymore. Seriously. Did you know I died today? It hurts. I want to run away.. But I can't.. Why am I such a wuss? I can't do what I have to, nor can I what I want to. I can't do anything.. I don't know..Dear Friend, you asked if I wanted to stay and fight, or leave and forget. You know what? I really do want to stay and fight, but I'll just fail. I know that.. The odds are against me, why even bother trying? I'm telling everyone I'm going to leave and forget, I know that won't happen for a while. I'm going to just take it as it comes.. & let it lie dormant. By doing this, I know I'm not going to solve anything, because it's laying dormant, it's possible to reawake. But who cares? We'll deal with it when it comes back, kay?do you know what song cheered me up, just a little bit today? it's an old favourite, it's really cute ^^;;
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hey now, don't you cry!
baby let me dry your eyes.
little miss pouty lips,
how about a smile :)?
i know, what you need,
girl i got the therapy!
in my bed, you'll forget,
let me clear your mind ;)
when you feel gone, ey!
i'll rock your bone, oh!
baby i want you to know,
when you want it, you can get it
anytime that you like!
and you can have it all night,
if you want it
and if you want it all night,
you know i got it
save your sorrows for tomorrow!
i'll be your lullaby :)
and if you got a problem,
don't sweat it!
i'mma put it on you,
til you forget it :)
save your sorrows for tomorrow!
i'll be your lullaby :)
don't speak, not one word!
darlin' it is so absurd!
for two eyes so beautiful,
to ever tear at all!
girl i don't pretend,
i can't make your troubles end.
but i can take your hand
& catch you when you fall :)
when you feel gone, ey!
i'll rock your bone, oh!
baby i want you to know,
when you want it, you can get it
anytime that you like!
and you can have it all night,
if you want it
and if you want it all night,
you know i got it
save your sorrows for tomorrow!
i'll be your lullaby :)
and if you got a problem,
don't sweat it!
i'mma put it on you,
til you forget it :)
save your sorrows for tomorrow!
i'll be your lullaby :)
i don't have all the answers,
& i can't save the world.
but i will be your companion!
i'll stand by you girl :)!
i'll give you love & affection,
hold you when you cry.
so let me relieve the tension!
i'LL BE YOUR LULLABY!
