rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Thursday, October 1, 2009 / 12:42 PM

Okay, after previous events I thought a night up watching Friends and a good nights sleep would clear my mind and cheer me up. So .. why aren't I cheered up yet?

I woke up with a massive headache -___- and a nagging mother that never seems to shut up. Thoughts running through my mind that really shouldn't be. I don't know why I'm so fucking down. Maybe it's back again .. that thought of being away from you. You know that one? The one that scares me so much that I cry my eyes out whenever I think about it? Maybe that's it ..You're just someone I could never dream of being away from.

I don't really know .. I just feel all bleh. Argh .. I don't want to be like this. Why can't I bloody keep away from you? You're an addiction. Yeah I'm an obsessive freak, but you should've known and got used to that by now.

'' I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore. " - Edward Cullen.