rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009 / 10:48 PM

I feel somewhat relieved? I feel lighter? No I did not just lose weight. I think I'm getting over someone quite fast :) Yup. I finally got thereee! :D

I guess I've been trying to get here for a while.. and it hasn't been easy either. Not one bit ): .. but after what I heard today, I guess I got a little verification :).. and that blew away all the false hope I had. No shit it was ouchies, but it was what I needed to hear I guess :)

& now I feel a lot better. One load of stress off my mind. But.. I don't think it's that easy. I wouldn't say I don't like you anymore, and be 100% sure, but I know that I do still, just a little. But it's okay now. I'm a lot better.

I'll warn you now I guess? Do expect me to be sad every now and again? And that expectance should last a while.. I mean, even typing this right now I get a little teary :)

I don't want you anywhere near me however, if that's not where you want to be. I've taken too much from you, I'm being selfish.

Arararararahhhhhhh. I don't know anymore dude.I honestly don't.. All I really know is that I'm unstable again, but this time I can somewhat control it, just a bit. And there are gonna be tonnes of times where I'm going to go back and forth between the lines of like and don't like, just a normal part of the confusion I go through, ne?