That's what I said.♣
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 / 5:56 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Utada Hikaru - This One (Crying Like A Child)
Big Bang - Stay
Big Bang - Always
Big Bang - Baby Baby / Last Farewell
DJ Sammy - Heaven (Happy Hardcore Mix)
Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One
Aaron Carter - Let Go
Greenday - Time Of Your Life
Claude Kelly - Down
Current Media :: GOMplayer - Friends
Current Mood(s) :: Slightly happy. Quite depressed. Very worried & very stressed. Very replaced, alone & neglected. A little bit too giggly.. Very sick ):
Rawrs! I had a relatively good day today :) I mean.. I did feel like punching someone in the face a lot of the time.. and I really did hate it today at moments, but I survived. Ended quite well too, so yays ! :DFirst lesson today would have been uhh Japanese! & I walked around a bit with the intention of practicing for my dialogue. But.. no I guess I just stayed out for the first couple of minutes and came back in time for the listening comprehension :) Was fair okay ahahas & then people started performing their dialogues. LOL @ Danny + Davids one. :LDanny; Hai, dozo.David; Ehh.. Kore wa.. Hello Kitty desuka!?Danny; Uhh.. Baka ka?
*whole class laughs*ROFLMFAOS. Yeahs :) Then.. that was pretty much the end of the lesson after we played Japanese Celebrity Heads. :L OMG Aithlea was UTADA HIKARU! & HE GUESSED RIGHT! Like, ZOMG HE KNOWS UTADA HIKARU? WOAHH! xDAnd then I was going to go to English =='.. but Gamen couldn't be stuffed either :L, so we went to the editing thingy and went to get a camera to take photos. I like being the Photographer :), yes okay I may be short, but the pictures were taken at a good angle so nehh :P! Rofls, taking pictures was fun :D Uploaded them.. then yeahs the lesson was pretty much over.Recess! I ate :) while Jenna tried to undo my bra =.= and tried to lure me back into her reach with her irresistable Twix bar.. which I soon got & gave to Helen. LOLS. Helen spat it out cause we told her there was a bug on there xD ROFLS.. then they kept telling me there was a bug on me .. eughh.SPORTS ASSEMBLY! I made Kitty come with us to the Drama Suite (: & so did Helen. ROFLMFAO! Fuck mangzz, we went hella high xD Gamen is so rapeable :) I undid her bra and took off her shoes because I'm cool like that. :L. Yeahs.. our group was pretty darn rude. :L. But we were having fun :).. I think I went quiet at one moment and started crying/tearing up badly. Lols.Lunch was fun too :) Me & Krystal had Frozen Strawberyy yoghurt :D & Jenna.. LOL. Don't even get me started on her. :L. Lunch was very random, but very fun ^^ Don't you just love these moments? :DI don't know what you're talking about, I did do my maths work today :) Just not in the maths lesson. :L. Jenna came with Chris's iPod and we played TapTap Revenge again xD I owned her bad (H)! Like.. 50,000 point lead baby :D! Then then I versed Kitty :) OWNED HIM TOO! CHYEAHBOii! Yes, I barely survived. I had to run out..Nothing ever goes as planned and.. you never keep your word, I realised lols. Anywhos, we went to Hungry Jacks for a bit and then went to watch Volleyball. AHS got OWNED ROFLS. Then Krystal that dinkus went hyper. She laughs at anything and everything. And Jenna with her 'That's what she said' jokes. Complete epic fail, but they seem to be even funnier. :L. LOLS. Ahh, yeahs, then we left for the bus :) Had fun at the bus stop :D and then caught the bus with Jams. ^^! He's so weird.. :L:L. Omg, Round The Twist.. and food coming out of your noses. Yes, you boys.. ==' :L:L.It's like you have an obssession with getting my hopes up sky high, and then knocking them down below the soil. I don't know how many things you said you'd do.. or how many places you said we'd go.. that we've never ended up ever doing. And by now I'm fair sure we're never going to do them. You seem to be breaking me down more and more everyday to the point where I can't really stand it anymore. Part of me wants to leave and break free, but most of me wants to stay and make sure you'll be by my side..Everyday, the fakingness seems to get worse & worse. To the point where I completly hate myself for who I am around you people, it's not me.. This is quite queer, I really don't want to lie to you all, but it seems to be the only way I can survive these long, harsh school days.I think I might actually consider being absent from school tomorrow, I'm really tired and this is all getting a bit too much. I guess you'll have a great day without me, who needs me anyways? I need some time to rest.. and think things through for myself. I love you.
how can i put this, aye?
i'm an independent woman, aye?
i've been crying like a child..
who am i trying to fool?
honey, i've been living on my own
baby tell me how..
how could i ever love another?
how could you say you don't remember?
God knows, i'd give anything
for just one more night together
today, i miss you more than ever
how could you say you don't remember?
this one's for the happiness
i'll be wishing you forever!
you got me crying like a child,
ain't no need for me to lie.
