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Friday, September 4, 2009 / 6:56 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: Yellowcard - Everywhere
Basshunter - DotA!!!!!
Basshunter - Now You're Gone
Basshunter - All I Ever Wanted
BoA - Amazing Kiss (English version)
Thousand Foot Krutch - Phenomenon
Nick Carter - Funny Face
Teddy Geiger - For You I Will
Cascada - Piece Of Heaven
Cascada - Everytime We Touch (Hip Hop remix ;))
Cascada - Miracle
Pussycat Dolls feat. Will I Am - Beep
Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu
Current Media :: GOMplayer - Friends ! :D
Current Mood(s) :: Happy. Lalalah. Druggy like. Depressed. Confused. Annoyed. Sad. Suicidal ;D. Giggly. Useless. Worthless. Stupid. Sick. Tired. Gay. My fucking achy, breaky heart. Feel like giving up everything.
Omg today was one of those rollercoaster ride days! I didn't think I was going to last the whole day, but I did ^^. In the morning got to the bus stop and caught the early bus that was late. And spent the whole time talking to Kitty while trying to stay awake ahahas. And ZOMFG! I never knew Jams was on the bus!! Ahahahas. I never knew that fat blob could be invisibleeeee D: ! LOLS, yeah. The morning with jASs was fun ^^! OH MY FUCKING GOD! AND THAT KOREAN YOUTUBE VIDEO! BUWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! Gotta love Koreans ;DUmm I had Photography first up! It was fun ^________^ Mr. Dimitriou gave us an extension! OMG YES! Less stress for me ^O^! THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :D! I love photography hahahas. Anyways I managed to Photoshop 3 pictures today :) So I am fair proud of myself ^O^! Mms.. :] was a fun lesson I guess ^^.. but I was so tired ):By lesson 3 I was dead tired. It was Science I think.. and we watched a video on sperm and egg cells and how they combine and that. Man.. it would've been interesting but I was just so freaking God damn tired, it wasn't. I think I fell asleep heaps :L.Recess was .. uhh .. what the hell did I do at recess? I remember wanting to fall asleep.. and um.. that's it Oo?ENGLISH! We were supposed to have a test.. but I evidently was in no condition for a test. I would've just fallen asleep.. So I just went somewhere I was allowed to fall asleep :) THE SICK ROOM! Omg the bed was comfy ^O^! But I just missed a certain moment/feeling so much it took me about half an hour to get to sleep.. But I eventually got there and stayed there til lunch (Y).Lunch was fun ^^. Annoying. And achy. But fun ^^. I think I did well.. lols. Iono just a lot of random fun laughy weird moments with the group. (Y). I like :)No lessons for the rest of the day ;D Ahahaha I went and did recycling. Helen was obsessed with that stupid 15 game :L. Umm most of the time it was me and Gamen working. Me doing the bending over ;DD ROFLS. Yeah it was really fun :) ^^ I didn't think it'd take even a single lesson, but it took like one and a half. :L We did a fair bit of slacking off hehs. LOL Bamboo fight =P! Oh & I SWEAR! MAN YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING FERAAAAAAAL! WHAT THE FREAAAAAAAAAAK! COCKROACH AND A FUCKING SNAIL DOING A SHIT! EEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! =='.. ahahahs yeahs. :] Then we went to room 91 and I showed Helen a few vids and we went through some of the songs on my brothers hard drive? :]Mms, then afterschool we spent the end of the week at Hungry Jacks ^^. How fun was it!? :D I miss those days actually ^^. Oh oh ahaha, so much music coming from us today! Music + Friends = Happiest JilL ever :DD! Hehes. And it was freaking awesome at the bus stoppppppp! AHAHAHAA Hi5!!!!!!!!!!! LOLOL. Mm.. ^^ The bus ride home was quite fun as wells :)..Overall today was pretty alright. I just didn't mention the bad bits in here lols. Ohh! Last night I was on the phone with Alan for quite a while, I brought him some good news & he was so happy. Hehehes. He's so cute :) Oh LOL! And he sung my favourite song ^_________________________^. One of them anyways.. and he was just so random and so cute :) & he went off to do some homework whilst singing and I sat there doing my usual stuff on msn and that. Hehs, it's a nice feeling :) .. we don't neccessarily have to be talking whilst on the phone, we just need to know the other is on the end of the line, that the other person is there. It's awesome =]Uhh.. I have this feeling you hate me or something. Your attitude these past few days? Fucking confusing. One minute you're warm, and the next you're as cold as ice. You turn away everytime I simply just MENTION another friend. I don't fucking understand.What else? I'm fucking annoyed at fucking everything. Fucking being pushed around all the fucking time. Fucking hell. Fuck you. Fucking think you're such fucking top shit. I don't care who you fucking are. Family doesn't fucking mean jackshit to me. Don't fucking use the excuse 'we're family, you have to' anymore. It doesn't fucking mean anything to me. You fucking took the fucking meaning out of it yonkas ago. I have no feelings left for this here shithole. Go fucking die you fucking whore. Grr.I'm so fucking annoyed at the moment -__________-''. I don't know fucking why. Fuck sakes. Fucking typing so fast ==' .. means adrenalin rush is building up? And this is how I release it apparently. Fucking hell don't even know why I'm so fucking worked up. Geez =='I wanted to be happy, I honestly do try my best. Nothing's seeming to be working though. As soon as I think it's all okay something will fucking happen again.I told you people. I warned you all. I even gave you chances to leave. You refused to take it. You were stubborn. Now you're all dragged into this mess I'm in, and you can't leave because I won't let you. Because I can't fucking live without you. See? Why didn't you leave? You'd be a lot better. I want you to leave.. for your own good. But I want you to stay for my good. I don't fucking know anymore. =='
