rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Sunday, October 11, 2009 / 4:58 PM

I'm so fucking tired of this --' I'm trying my motherchucking best to stay happy by doing the things I want to do, but people like you are making it so fucking hard. Everything I choose to do seems to be wrong. Like you know what? FUCK YOU. I'm not such a little girl anymore --' & I'm sure as hell of what I'm doing, whatever I'm doing.

I know what I'm doing, and I know when I've had enough. I'm so sick of everyone telling me what to do, seriously if you wanna do it so badly then go do it yourself. Stop fucking thinking that just cause you said it, I have to do it. You're a friend and all, I'll take your advice into deep thought and consideration but that doesn't neccessarily mean that I'm going to do what you said. So don't fucking expect me to.

I'm not that little girl anymore, don't tell me that I'm too young for it. Think about it seriously, how much younger am I than you? A few months most probably? Not even a fucking year. So how much could you have done in that few months, that gives you the right to tell me what to do?

I don't want to learn from your experiences, I want to learn from my own.

& what else do I have to rant about? OH RIGHT. You're a fucking bastard and I fucking hate your existance. What kind of a father do you think you are? What the fuck!?

You want me to learn to keep my trap shut? WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD SET A FUCKING EXAMPLE AND DO IT FIRST! Seriously. I'm so fucking sick and tired of you thinking you can say whatever the hell you want. Have you noticed how at the dinner table when everyone's talking, they allow anyone to say whatever the hell they want? We have fun and we chat about everything. But the moment you start ranting on about your bullshit, no one seriously cares. No one says anything and just EATS. BUT YOU DON'T FUCKING SHUT UP! You jsut keep going on and on about your stupid past. NO ONE FUCKING GIVES A SHIT!
Friendly arguments about a non important topic. Anyone can say anything you and you'll argue back in a civilised manner. I just say one fucking word and you tell me to shut up. WHAT THE FUCK? Seriously I would have punched you right in the face --' Fucking idiot.
You make stupid, racist remarks about everything you see. You think you're such a great citizen and that everyone respects you. You think you are the law and everything you say is right. You don't really care what anyone says because you're right. You don't give a shit about what anyone else says and thinks everyone should respect you, even if you have no respect for the other.
Seriously, I know everyone has the freedom of speech and the right to speak their mind. But the catch is, you're supposed to use it wisely, in a humane manner. You've just abused it, you don't deserve it anymore.

I hate you, you lowlife, useless excuse of a human.

Anywhos, the first half of this blog was not directed to just one person in particular, but quite a few (Y). So if you dear 9te read this, I wasn't even thinking about you when I was all angry and pissy writing this. You're probably the only one I didn't want to direct this towards, and so it wasn't :) Dw, Love you most :D ROFL.