Maybe this is just me being selfish and not wanting you to hurt yourself because I'll feel bad, but whatever, I don't care if it is, because I care about you, a whole heck of a lot as well. Everytime you're doing this to yourself, though I may not be physically know how it feels, it probably hurts me just as much mentally. And maybe even more. To hear about you doing this to yourself, makes me feel like a failure. I've failed at helping you get better.

Loooooooook okay? You're a really, really, really, really, really awesome girl to me :) One that never fails at making me happy again. One that probably needs me as I need her, and that means a lot to me :D One that I don't have to constantly be in touch with, to know she'll always be there for me. Oh and, she's a real looker as well ;D Oh, how sexy. HAHAHA! Pfft, she knows what she means to me :) I don't need to remind her again.

I'm hoping that . . after you read this maybe you'll see how important it is to me, that you won't do it again. Maybe you'll see that you're not alone in all this because jelLyzOrs will always, always, always be here for you and share your pain. Because I'm like a loyal, faithful dog that always sticks by it's friend (it should be owner, but you're not my owner :D LOL). Okay, let's take it a step further, promise me you won't do it again. Because if you do, then I will seriously cry! I don't care if big girls don't cry you sexygirl, I ain't no big girl =P Oh don't give me that bullcrap about you may not being able to keep that promise, I have faith in you and I believe in you, and I don't care if anyone says I'm being stupid and naive for it. I trust you :) Now do it, promise me.