rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Thursday, October 15, 2009 / 10:29 PM

I have no idea at all what's going on with us. But I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you. Are you trying to push me away? It really seems like it. But if you are doing so, then just do it all in one shot. Don't pull me back for a little bit, just so you can think it over .. Just leave if you're going to.

I don't know what you're doing and I'm feeling awful.

All I do is cry now. It's the only thing I've been doing these long nights. However at school I have to try my best to hold it back, I can't let anyone know. It's becoming such a difficult task that I have to run away now ..

Can I fucking die already?