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Friday, October 9, 2009 / 1:41 AM
I think something might be happening here. Something I'm aware of, but I don't really want to happen, at least not now. But I don't really want to stop it from happening either. Maybe, just maybe this might work for once. It seems so perfect now, even though it's just begun. But I don't want it now .. but I still really, really do. I've been wanting and maybe even needing it for so long now, so how is it that it only comes when I'm not ready for it to? I'm so confused :(