Let's run away.♣
Friday, October 2, 2009 / 9:12 PM
If you're human then, it's true. You do this as well. I know I do; I've tried before, and it always ends in the same result. Truth is, there's no one really. No one so far. One, two people maybe I'm certain of, they've proven it. But .. not even you. I'm not really sure who in the hell would come after me, I'm not sure why they would either. Oh, maybe because I thought they cared.
It's a human thing to do I guess, we all have little games we play with others. Some of them are indeed very cruel, for example - constantly pushing someone away, just to see how many times they'll come back to you and try to break down this ice cold barrier you're holding up. Not only is it cruel to them, it's cruel to yourself. Whilst playing your game, the other person will grow tired and weak and eventually give up and so you feel disappointed. When, instead of being an idiot and keeping them waiting, watching them suffer, you could've easily seen their efforts and let them in. Be surprised and amazed at the person you've allowed into your life. It may be one of the best choices you've ever made. And yes, there is also a chance that they aren't quite as a good a friend as you'd thought they'd be, but you know what? You gave them a chance and it's their fault for letting it go. And if you get hurt, and you know you've made a mistake, you know what? It's okay. It's completely okay to make mistakes. From making mistakes you learn and grow from them. By having done it once before, you'll know the outcomes and prevent it from happening again. And by doing so, you've matured and become a stronger and better person. Like I said, it's okay to make mistakes.
What was the point of this post again? Oh I forget. I get lost when I'm rambling on about things haha, bare with me kays? Mm .. okay. Don't be afraid to give someone a chance, just don't be too generous and give them one too many. One is enough really, it should be all they need. If they do something that's hurt you, you can either risk it happening again by giving them another chance, or maybe just keep them as someone you know but not close enough to be a friend. The other point? Don't be afraid to make mistakes! It's a human thing, you're not alone :) If someone tells you off for making a mistake the first time. Tell them to stuff it cause I bet you the world, they've made a mistake in their life as well.
But really, just follow your gut feeling. You can listen to me, but maybe I'm not the right person for you to be listening to.. because when it's time to make the decision, it all comes down to you.
What do you want?
