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Saturday, October 3, 2009 / 12:37 AM
Oh yeah, I think this is why I've been blogging all day. I wanted to say something but was never quite sure if I should or not. Nothing that's been stressing me for days or anything, just something from today.You said if I ever needed you, I'd just have to shout out your name, send you a text or give you a call. Today, I needed you. I was down and I needed you with me.I called out your name, but with every call you would seemed to have taken another step away from me. I didn't give up, I kept crying out your name .. but you just got further and further. But not yet so far away that I couldn't see you, yeah, you were still there very well within my sights. You were off with the others, your smile so bright.Then, and there I realised. I was unneeded, I was nothing but a setback. I can't help but feel broken down even more, and now I don't have anyone to run to. Nowhere I can hide and heal my wounds. There's nothing left for me to do but be publicly humiliated, as they point their fingers and laugh at me whilst I lay bare and stripped of everything. My armour rusted and torn down. There's nothing left of me.' Where are you now? . .
I need you more than ever.
I have nothing left . .
You said you'd always be there.
Were you lying just like the rest?
Break your promises and leave me stranded,
And saying it's all for the best. '
^ Lols. Random words coming out of my mind.
If I was blind then I wouldn't seeThe whole damn world laughing at meWhy did I ever think you could be real and modest?
Ohh ..Could've lie, at least that would mean that you triedTo spare me the griefWhy did I ever think that you could be all I needed?Now I don't want to hear your reasons
Just hurry up if you're really leavingJust say goodbye, thanks for nothingClearly I wasn't the one you wantedRide off in the sunset, and have a nice lifeHey thanks for nothing tonightDon't turn around, just keep on walkingEven if you see the tears are fallingJust drive off in your fast car, and have a nice life
So thanks for nothing tonightHey, I bet you thought I would beg you to stayThat really got to your headYou're crazy if you thought I would begJust walk all over meNow I don't wanna hear your reasons
Just hurry up if you're really leaving
Just say goodbye, thanks for nothing
Clearly I wasn't the one you wantedRide off in the sunset, and have a nice lifeHey thanks for nothing tonightDon't turn around, just keep on walkingEven if you see the tears are falling
Just drive off in your fast car, and have a nice lifeSo thanks for nothing tonight^ Claude Kelly - Thanks For Nothing ♥
