Should I leave you, before you leave me first?♣
Sunday, October 18, 2009 / 9:54 PM
I know, I know, I know it's not going to happen. It's highly unlikely to happen .. but the possibility still exists and it still scares the fuck out of me. I mean, we have come close to it before .. even if it only lasted for a short while .. 20-30minutes? But it was like hell for me. It still haunts me. I'm crying now, yay. There are no words that anyone or you could say that will comfort me now, I'm too paranoid. A little over paranoid I know, but yeah.
You don't know just how much you really mean to me.