rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Sunday, October 18, 2009 / 5:59 PM

Wanna know why I'm such a bitch to you sometimes? Why I can't hold a staring contest at you? Why I cringe at the things you say.. ? Because I'm damn scared of losing you. Everytime .. the thought creeps into mind I can't help but cry.
Any small sudden change is a threat to me. It may not seem like anything to you, it shouldn't and wouldn't cause any harm to us.. but to me there's still a risk. No matter how low the percentage is, it's still there and it exists and it haunts me.
I look away because I don't want you to see how hurt I am.