Everlasting melodies, won't be hard to find.♣
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 / 8:42 PM
Song(s) Of The Day :: DJ Merlin's & DJ C-Bass - Everylasting Melodies
New Kids On The Block feat. Ne-Yo - Single
Yellowcard - Everywhere
Current Media :: Windows Media Centre - Tv - NCIS :D
Current Mood(s) :: Alone. Lonely. Lost. Out of place. Annoyed. Abandoned. Neglected. Scared. Depressed. Confused. Frustrated. Tired. Sick. Grr. /sadface.
Ohkay dohkay, so how was everyone's day aye? Hope all you South Aussies survived this deadly heat. Man, it's 39 tomorrow! Don't know how any of us are gonna live through that.. but what else can we do aye? Haha. Mm, started off this quite unconsciously. Like, I was doing everything I normally do.. but only physically. Mentally I wasn't there at all. Haha, bus ride was fair quiet too.
In Japanese today I sat there actually doing work.. and just listening to music. Andy was on the laptop doing his research topic and all, and him, Gamen and David gathered to talk about Dragon Ball Z while I did my work quietly. Yeah, I did work.. even though I had all these distractions around me :) .. Probably because I had music with me, (Y). Ohh, and Mr Tyler also came in to literally yell at some students for what he thought was bludging. I hate him I swear, he scares the shizzles out of me. Because he's a drama teacher, I can't tell if he's just acting or not.. and he just screams so much that it's freaking scary!
English, we didn't rehearse at all.. and just made Gamen practice walking in heels. She's improving :) .. just gotta get her footwork to proper up a bit and all will be fine. Sat there talking to Danny and Nathan about subject choices and Danny says the most funny things LOL.
Danny; Ohh yeah, but I needa do Specs for Agriculture!
Me; ...Why in the hell?
Danny; So I can estimate how much fruit or vegetables will grow duh!
Me; .. LOL NOOB!
*later on*
Danny; Psychology as well ~ !
Me; Okay.. why would you need Psychology for Farming again you farmerboy?
Nathan; Because he needs to know how the animals think, duh!
Me; ..But he wants to be a fruit and vegetable farmer, not animals.
Danny; Well I need to know how the tomatoes think of course.
Me; ........................LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!
PAHAHAHAHA! Yes, Danny is a freak. OHH! And this fucking fat ass fly flew past me. It was so disgusting. Like it was literally the size of your fingerpad.. and eww. Had small wings too! .. Sort've like the Caterpillar from Bugs Life LOL! But yeah, that was pretty much our English lesson :)
Mm, at recess we sat in the corridors cause it was bloody stinking hot outside. Krystal wanted to scissor with me :) Jenna also freaked the shiet out of me D:
I had PE, and this lesson was just gay! So, Mr Dounas let me, Anjo and Parmita go to get a laptop.. but because they didn't have any left we went to the library to check if there were any free computers. Since there were, we went back to get a note from Mr Dounas.. but he wasn't there. So we went to a computer room to check if there were free computers, nope. So we went back to the library with the note we had prior to that.. and they said we needed a note from Mr Dounas. \sigh! Then we went back to find him and he wasn't there, so we got a note from Mr Trayans instead.. and he told me to go change --' so I did.. then went to the library. Andy borrowed me 2 books :) which happened to be two of my favourites from Primary School! Spud and Chips, by John Heffernan hehe. Then yeah, just sat around for a bit and that was about it.
At lunch, everyone was having fun playing cards in the library, so I sat there starting to read Spud again. I can remember now why I loved it so much.. quite a lot about a dogs loyalty to their owners and animal cruelty. I'm going to enjoy this book :D
Last lesson of the day was Maths. We moved to a bloody shit ass room.. even though it was bigger, the aircon was shiet! But luckily me and Jenna had our own personal slave! Min sat in front of us and fanned us whenever we called for him ;] hehes. I managed to finish my DI in this lesson, and get hella freaked out by Jenna. The weirdo wrapped sticky tape around her finger and left it there til her finger looked like it was dead. Literally, purple and lifeless! It was so disgusting! Me and Vuong were yelling at her to take it off.. so she did and just put it on her other finger --' What a weird child. Pahaha yeah, alright lesson I guess :)
Afterschool, our whole Asian gang seemed to be heading to town. Krystal went with Chris, Harvard and Jenna? so she could go interview the staff at Forever New for her Work Ed assignment. Samuel and Helen just ran off... and in the end it was just Me, Kitty and Gamen who just bummed around Myer Foodcourt for the whole time. I didn't mind that at all :) we were surrounded by food glorious food and aircon! Haha, first me and Gamen went to get ice creaaaaaaaaam! Gamen got cookies and cream in a cup, and I had a scoop of Lemon&Lime Sorbet. Yummo bro! Hahaha, then I went to get KFC Dunkboxes.. and a spoon for Gamen since she dropped hers xD and Kitty bought Maccas :) Then we just sat there for like an hour or so talking about the most random shiet ever. I also had a mini styling session and photography shoot for my cat. tehe! He looks adorable at all times, sorry baby you can't turn it off ;D Mm, after around 4 30? We caught up with Krystal and Billy at City Cross and caught the bus back to school. HAHAHAHA, Krystal was daggering Billy on the bus ... but he didn't realise it at all and just had this massive ass dopey face on. Mm, once we got to school we all went our separate ways and I went to bus with my whore.
Seriously, what's with the weather? It's way too hot way too soon! It's only SPRING! Sheesh ): It's so hot that it makes me all lazy and moody. I get hell pissed off heaps easily cause of this heat.
I love this picture :) It almost kinda describes how I've been feeling lol.
' When you're alone,
The whole world seems to be in love '
I can't help but to feel like I'm getting in the way of everyone and their lives. There's just a time when you feel like you should leave all those love birds to themselves, and try to get on with your own life.. even if it seems impossible and incomplete without them. Especially that one person.
You know what? -____- I'm sorry if I don't treat you like that other does. I'm sorry if the way I play around with you makes it seem like I don't care, or I'm not listening.. when she always is. I'm sorry I'm not fucking like her.. but I don't want to be her. I'm not her, and I'm never going to be. I know you're not mine, I know.. but please --'.. not gonna talk about it anymore, (Y).
Things seem to be going downhill again. Wow, haha, don't I always say this? But yeah, they're like that again.. and I don't want them to be like that. Why can't I find company that will stay with me? ...
Have you ever tried desperately to call out for help? Or.. at least call out for a loved one. Like when you see someone you absolutely adore in a crowd full of people, but the louder and more violent you scream.. the crowds noise just seems to overpower you and drown out your plees. Then you see that person again, and they're smiling like they've never smiled for/to you.. to someone else. And at that point, you just lose all hope and strength. You give up. Because face it, they're too busy for you now. Just quit.
Ararararah. Anywhos, hope all of you survive this heat! .. Or no one will read my blogs ): LOL! /lame. But yes, hope everyones day was better than mine, and tomorrows day will be even better than today. Remember to stay cool and drink lots of water yo :)
