rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Sunday, November 8, 2009 / 10:57 AM

I actually do wonder what you would do if I reach out and held onto your hand as you were walking away from me.
Would you turn around, look into my eyes, smile that smile and hold me close? Or would you just shake it off and keep walking away?
Am I worth it all to you? I don't think so, and I think you'd probably choose the second scenario. But there's something about you that gives me that faint hope that you may want to stay. I can't help but to wonder what if. What if it didn't turn out this way and you were mine? :) .. That's a nice little thought to think haha, but I guess we'll never know. Mm, but then again what if we had chosen to stay apart? We wouldn't be the friends we were today.. and we'd be nothing but complete strangers. I don't think I'd be able to do that, well.. I'd stay away from you if that's what you chose, but you would never be a stranger to me. I'd just watch you everyday and keep my distance.. sort've like I am now. It's painful really .. but I guess what we are now is better than anything anyone could ever have. And still, I can't help but to wonder what if?