It's just impossible going on without you.♣
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 / 11:01 PM
Lol, I thought about it and I think I've figured out why I always make you feel so guilty.. because it's the only way I know I'll get your attention and affection. But I know it's not such a great feeling to feel, and I know it's not always what you want.. so I apoligise for my foolishness and selfishness. I don't really mean to do it, but I guess you sort've know why. I just miss you baby, ( L ). LOL. Yeah, maybe that's a little explanation for you.. but it's not a good enough reason isn't it? I dunno, that's just what I think it is but it may be something entirely different.
Keep questioning me and my actions, it helps me figure out who I am. And in doing so, I guess I also learn more about you and the way you feel about things.. so good job hahaha. Don't worry, you don't have to hold back from telling me things because you know I like guessing games, you don't have to worry that I'll stop being interested by you because I know I always will be. It's better that you tell me and let me figure out why things happened, rather than leaving me to make assumptions on my own. Hahaha, you know I tend to think the worst anyways and it never turns out to be that. Just tell me what's wrong.. and reassure me you won't leave, because we'll fight this together ne? Whatever happens will happen, but we'll always go through it together and come out even stronger. Because I don't know what would happen to me if you left.. No, actually I do know, I wouldn't be alive anymore.
All I ever wanted was to make you happy,
And all I ever wanted was to see you smile.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
But we just couldn't seem to work things out.
Tell me why did things have to change,
And tell me where did we go wrong.
Cause baby girl I'm tired of crying,
I guess some way we'll have just to move on ..
=]
