rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Thursday, November 5, 2009 / 6:00 PM

Song(s) Of The Day :: gLee (Rachel & Finn) - No Air ♥
John O'Callaghan feat. Sarah Howells - Find Yourself
Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say
Dj Merlin & Dj C-Bass - Everlasting Melodies (Extended Mix)
Yellowcard - Everywhere
Current Media :: Windows Media Player - Music :D
Current Mood(s) :: Actually quite happy :) but hungry. Craving more crepes .__. Giggly. But the negativity will always be there yeah? Yup, of course. Jiwwy still depressed & unhappy. Scared.. and alone. Confused, frustrated, annoyed and pretty darn pissed off haha. That empty feeling remains, and it aches painfully.



Check out the header for Google today! Hahaha, you gotta love cookie monster! I grew up with that blue furry guy, yeah, jealous (; ? Hahahaha :)

Ooh, today was actually quite fun.. probably because I tried my best to be happy and it worked! Wanna know why I had to try so hard today? Because that red box thingy in my chest was aching like a bitch.. :/ Hahaha in the morning I had to sit out for a bit for that same reason, when I wake up it feels worse now.. It's like there's a massive hole where my heart should be.. It grows bigger and bigger everyday, it's eating away at me. I'm not going to stop it.. just sometimes I have to curl up into a ball and try to hold myself together.. /sigh. I don't wanna be like this.

Anywhos, let's change the subject now yeah? Well what subject did I have first? MATHS! We had a trig test and the thing I love about Ms Sipols is that she's old. She's also a little vertically challenged like me.. and can't see over peoples heads when she's sitting down :D I did all the work I could and when I got stuck, Harvard was there to help. When we all finished the test, we were passing eachothers tests around to double check and compare answers. The funny thing was, the last question was a triangle one where you had to use Trig to work it out, but I just used normal geometry ROFL. Since I finished early and had time, I re did it :)

Next, I had Photography and we had a relief teacher. I like this one, the way he dresses is pleasing to my eyes :) .. and if you are someone who knows me then you'll know how fussy I am with style. Hahaha, anywho's the Australian Studies class was also in the room and I managed to get no work done whatsoever :) The funny thing was, when Mr Dowdy came in we all went dead silent and pretended to do work ROFL. Yup, that's how we roll buddy. Mmhmm, then afterwards we just calmed down and sat at our computers. Honestly, I have to motivate myself to do work now, because it's all due next week I think D:

In PE today, I didn't do any work at all and just sat around organising my diary. I like keeping my diary neat and tidy :) ..unlike my room x) hehehes. Mm, after a lesson Mr Dounas put on a documentary type video on Cannibis and it's effects. I get heaps sleepy when teachers do this --' .. and just sat there writing out lyrics to whatever song I was listening to at the time. Then after what felt like days, the lesson ended! :D

At lunch I went to room 12 for that Japanese exchange meeting, and we waited like 15 or so minutes for Ms Manning-Bennett to come. Seriously, I think I will host a student x].. if my parents allow me to. Hehe, should be fun yeah? Excuse to go out as well xD Hahaha, then we left and went outside for lunch. That's about it for that shortass 40 minutes.

After lunch I had what's it called .. Japanese! I was TRYING to study for a test but you know what? I just really could not be stuffed.. I've lost my passion for learning Japanese (Y). But yeah, we had the test and then I was looking through that 'The Tokyo Look Book' that Mr Rehorek had.. Wow, Japanese people do have interesting styles :) Some are just too weird for me, but there are alot that look really nice too ^^ But.. guys wearing skirts is just a big no! Hahahaha, yeah.. then I was watching parts of Monsters Inc that I liked cause it had nothing but 'Kitty!' and 'Boo!' in it hehehes ♥ I just love this movie ^_____^

When school was over, the Asians and I headed to Chinatown :) I like it now.. everyone seems to be getting along and it's just awesome haha. The walk to Chinatown got Chris whacked in the balls once when he tried jumping on kitty for a piggy.. no.. kittyback ride, LMFAO! Then, yeah ^^ we went to Kim Wang so Chris could buy his beloved Pocky. He bought enough to make me sick, LOL! Mm, then we went to the foodcourt and shared a mango crepe, a kiwi crepe and a strawberry crepe together. Man, that was freaking delicious :D i'm craving some right now yo! Might go back tomorrow with whoever I hang out with afterschool :) hehe. Krystal was feeding me, so was kitty :D Gamen made me stuff it in my mouth myself ): Chris was attempting to cut the crepe using his pocky sticks as a knife and fork ROFL HAHAHA! Failed hardcore too xD After we cleaned up our mess, Gamen went into the bookstore to checkout the new releases and that.. and we went to Qubic and hung outside the front for a bit.

(yeah, here's another paragraph just for you baby ;D, LOLOLOLOL!)
Then I went to bus it home with kitty ♥ and that was fun as well :) but I was hella tired and bleh, but I still had fun just having him there with me :) Jealous bitches? You'll never find a best friend like mine :D He's like the cutest, sweeeeeetest, most adorable hot, sexy, fineeeee boy you'll ever meet, and he's all mine! MUWAHAHAHAHAHA! Ahaha, yup, no matter what happens I know things will be okay in the end because he's with me the whole way. That adorable smile, face.. everything that I just love so much and brightens up the day no matter what has happened :) I'd die if it weren't for his existance. Kittywhore ♥ :D

Hmm.. I don't really have anything to complain about today since it all went fairly well.
Hahahha, oh! And something I forgot to mention in yesterdays blog that happened during the French lesson. Madame LeDoledec walked past Joel and like he was scratching his back with his ruler ROFL, and she was just staring at hime like .. 'wtf Oo' HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! Then she walked off, came back and took his ruler.. and was scratching his back for him, ROFLMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! xD yeah xD
Oh well, let's leave it at that yeah? I have some lyrics though :D

Drawn into the backdrop here
You could fade, you could fade away
Bright lights on a starless night
Burn a hole in the dying day

Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you'll find

You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself alone
You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself

Drawn into the darkness here
With your eyes on the prize at stake
Faint hearts on an endless path
Letting go of the ones we break

Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you'll find

You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself alone
You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself

Drawn into the backdrop here
You could fade, you could fade away
Bright lights on a starless night
Burn a hole in the dying day

Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you'll find

You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself alone
You'll find yourself
You'll find yourself

I surrender to the ocean
Come, and let me find devotion
This everlasting tune is drowning in my mind
Everlasting melodies won't be hard to find

This everlasting tune is drowning in your mind
Everlasting melodies won't be hard to find ~

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die, before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tel me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
RIght off the ground to float to you
With no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe wtih no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

No more
Baby
There's no air, no air
No air, oh!

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with noa ir
Can't live, can''t breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

No air
No air
No air
No air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
There's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
There's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air