rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Let's runaway, for the day.. don't need anyone around us.♣

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 / 10:14 PM

Arahrahrah, today was another longass boring day. As you may have read in my last post, I stayed up just to watch dumb Medium.. which wasn't even that good ): The weather seemed to brighten up a bit though aye? That troubled face though, still lingers.. just waiting for a moment to be unnoticed and reappear. But I'll always be there watching.

I don't feel like talking about today actually. It was pretty crap. Not much, but if you want a debrief then..
- Japanese Exam.
- English.. boring.
- PE.. bludge & depression.
- Lunch.. cheered up.
- Maths Exam. Struggled.
- Arndale with the cat.
- Saw Alan, what a cutekunt.
- Home.. another depression moment.
- JasonTran. Things got better.
- Kitty, I want you to smile.

You have no idea just how gay things are right now. I honestly.. want someone to stop in their tracks right now. Because whatever they want is only right in their eyes, just let others do what they want. Let them do things their own way. They won't learn for themselves if you keep telling them what to do.

There's another someone that is just driving me insane. Honestly, get a fooking life. Stop making others' lives' miserable just like your sad ass useless one.

My dear whore, please stay strong. You don't have to tell me what's wrong, just let me be there for you.. when you're weak. I'll be by your side and nothing needs to be said. I'll just hold you and comfort you. Just let me be there for you, with you. I want to be. I hate seeing you suffer the way you are, it's unfair on you. It really is, you are the last person to deserve to feel like this. I don't see how anyone could have anything against you, you're a wonderful person. But they're cruel, they're exactly what humans are, cruel, inconsiderate bastards. They only care about what they think, ...never once have they stopped to look at the damage they've done to you. They're unworthy of your loyalty and friendship.

Hahaha, I've been lucky enough get to know someone a little too. He's a nice person to have around, to talk with and just have fun. Having him as a friend is just great.. and for my love of music and his too; whenever I'm down I know who I can turn to for a nice tune and lovely voice. Thanks jt. Hahaha, if you do read this.

I want to just run away with you. Would you? If I asked .. ? You're the one that needs this escape more than I do, but if you're going to stay in fight, then no doubt I'm gonna be there with you baby.

To those who finally realised I'm down, I don't really care how much you want to be there for me now. Don't try to comfort me, especially if you know you're one of those who caused this. Don't you dare talk to me, I don't need your bullcrap. Tell me your lies, I won't listen.. they'll go in through one and right out the other ear. Just spare me, and save your breath. Don't say another word, don't tell another lie.