rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Sunday, November 8, 2009 / 1:04 PM

Lol, sorry yo, haven't been posting lately because I just got really lazy. Most of the time I'm attempting to do homework but never really get any done. Because I'm just a lazy motherbeeper :) I'll try remember what my Friday and Saturday consisted of, but don't blame me if I have a mental blank kays?

Well, on Friday I started off the day pondering over whether I should be grumpy and bitchy or just happy.. and seeing your face first thing in the morning instantly changes my mood to a positive. :) I can't remember much of this morning really.

First lesson up was Photography and Mr D wasn't here D: Two days in a row! Hahaha, anywhos I don't know what I did most of the lesson, listen to music right? Yeah, and mucking around with that kute guy in my class. Hehehe, yes you kitty.

In Science, Carolyn wasn't there cause she was in Sydney ): Hope she's having fun! Hahaha, anywhos we went through the questions from the experiment on Wednesday and yeah. Pretty boring lesson without Carolyn to talk to in Viet ): It's the only time I really ever use the language outside of home.

Recess.. can't remember (Y). In ENGLISH, we had DRESS REHEARSALS! And Nathan looked awesome :D .. if you covered his face LOL. But yeah I guess our scene is going really well, just Gamen has got to stop making me giggle >:/! And I just have to get my tone of voice to an exceptional one.. Tom also has to stop dancing around like a gay fairy while I'm trying to be 'romantic' ROFLMFAO. Mm, then we took a break and went up to the Maths room to show Helen / Steve Gamen wearing girly clothes. She really did look nice :) Hehes. GAMEN WALKS LIKE A MAN, EVEN WORSE IN HEELS >:O and we must try and fix that some day :D

After lunch we pretty much bludged and did the recycling. Whatever recycling there was to be done anyways.. and just sat around for the rest of the time. Oh yeah, Hashan sprayed the deodorant directly on my legs so there was a white powder left on it after. Looked like dried cum (Y). HAHAHAHA, then yeah. Actually kinda had fun :)

In the 7th lesson though, quite a few people decided to go back to their lesson.. so I found the kittywhore and we went to meet Gamen on the oval. Turns out Vuong, Nathan and Jenna were also bludging in the quadrangle D: Hahaha, but anyways it was too hot to sit on the oval so we went to Subway :) Sat there hydrating ourselves with yummy drinks :D and reading through magazines and just chatting haha. When we saw AHS people walking outta school we realised the bell had rung and we headed to chinatown. TO EAT PHO YUMYUM. It was nice, but I've had nicer.. ): Haven't been out to eat a proper meal with friends since Alan Tran the other week ahaha. That was nice ^^ After we went to town so Gamen and I could find a vale of some sort for our English play. But neh, just gave up and went home. The bus ride was gay and quiet for me :) But I can't complain.

We got to Arndale and Gamen went home, whilst kittywhore and I went to watch Michael Jackson's- This Is it! Not being a fan of MJ, I sort've dozed off at times and woke up when I heard some nice tunes :D .. It was fun spending time with my kat :) Afterschool's seem to be the only time we ever get to spend time together now.. But yeah. We walked to the bus stop with me saying random animal noises that he'd have to imitate. I got up to wuffu and stopped there. Because just hearing him say that was the most adorable thing ever! Best thing is, he kept saying it over and over and over again because he knew how happy it made me. Ngaww, siwwy bum :D anything about you makes me happy :)

HAHAHAHA, when I got home I called him just to hear him say it again ^^

That night I watched Monsters Inc to keep myself company.. but got way tired and fell asleep. That night I felt lonely.

On Saturday I had Maths and Viet school, which I actually couldn't have been bothered going to --' but went anyways. Went there to meet the guys and girls in the morning. It was bloody stinking hot. Anywhos, in Maths I just sat there.. wanting to do work but not knowing what to do. Like seriously, since we finished the topic what do we do now o.o LOL.. so yeahs. Just sat around talking with the girls most of the lesson, was quite fun ^^

When Maths finished, we went outside and apparently there were these fresh young tB's hanging around because their year 5 girlfriend attended the RGPS Viet School there. HAHAHAHAAH, man they were hilarious :) Think they're so tough with their poles and shiet. Buwahahaha. Anywhos, in the first half of the lesson we had a test on vocab I didn't even know about D: .. but Rita helped me alot ^^ thankyou Rita :D hahaha, then during recess me, Nam and Vuong went outside to checkout those tB's again. ROFLMFAO HAHAHAHAHAHA, Nam plotting up an act to start on them was fucking hilarious cause I just couldn't imagine him doing so. But yeah anyways, after recess we had debating.. and that just pissed me off so bad. Yeah I don't like friendly arguing because I get hell pissed off :) Good thing Nam was there though, he's like the joker of the class. Says the funniest shiet ever. ' Tenkyu Very Nhieu' ROFLMFAO. And yeah.. can't remember much but after that it was just gay and so I went home.

This isn't what Saturday nights were meant for. No, Saturday nights are the outing nights.. to be spent with others. Not sitting at home like a no lifed loser. It's been too long hunny, and I miss you ): I don't miss spending the nights with the others.. as much as the nights I spent with you. Because it was the only time we'd ever get to ourselves, where we could just muck around and do something as un-fun as napping. Because it was with you it was the best :) .. but because of them now we can't.. and I hate it.

I find it all stupid really. For one, lol chillax .. I'm sorry if I have a best friend. I'm sorry if my best friend happens to be a guy that I'm close to. I understand he's with someone but like, seriously? We're just motherbeeping friends, get it? Fucking hell. And wouldn't you rather have us somewhere someone could keep an eye on us? Like at someone's house? Things wouldn't get out of hand because of the way we're holding back. But now since we can't do that .. we just stay out and we're alone with no one who knows us about. You have no fucking idea what we do and isn't that even more riskay? Nfs right? Freaking hell.

Mm, what else? Oh right, back to the just friends and it's an 'us' thing topic. Ffs, honestly I hate siblings butting into their brothers/sisters/cousins problems. Seriously, this wasn't even a problem. It was two friends talking and having fun, even if it was dirty, yeah they both knew it was a motherfucking joke between two FRIENDS. Kay yeah, it's nice to know that the younger sibling is worried about her sister but like, wtf? Can't you just explain to her that her sister knows what she's doing and is JUST having fun? What kind of an example are you setting up for her? She's only young and behaving like this, you're telling her she can do it too and it's the right thing to do. Your cute little cousin is now gonna grow up to be a little bitchy cocky whore .. and why? Because you let her. You didn't try to explain anything to her and just let her go ahead with all this .. name calling and ' Oh don't you touch me because I have connections' and crap. Frick sakes, I'm going to hate her and it's not my fault.
I understand both sides were at fault, but both sides are fucking idiots for letting it go on. Grow the fuck up.

Oh, now you say it's because he was being dirty to her by talking to her like that? Well guess what homo, they're the same age as me, and you being a couple of years older talk to me the way he did to her. What do you have to say now right? I don't go complaining to everyone that you're a horny dirty motherfucker. Why? Because I know you're joking around with me because we're friends. That's right kient.