rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 / 7:08 PM

Song(s) Of The Day :: Dj Merlin's & Dj C-Bass - Everlasting Melodies (Extended Mix)
Current Media :: Windows Media Centre - Celebrity Master Chef
Current Mood(s) :: Quite down. Depressed. Unhappy, upset. Angry, confused, frustrated and pretty pissed off. Alone, lonely. Sick; stomache ache.. achy breaky heart. Tired of everything. Lost... out of place.

Oh wow, how did everyone go today? Hope you all survived the heat! I know I kept cool, (H). I drunk a shitload of water :) and stayed inside with the lovely invention called an air conditioner on. Perfect :) hahaha. My day was upsy daisy, and also down in the dumps. Had a reunion with a friend who had been gone for a few days too, so it was fairly alright haha.

First lesson today was French and we were in the computer room. Shouldn't computer rooms be kept cool? Instead it was like, bloody hot! The fan was on, but very low.. so it was pretty much like it wasn't on at all. But in this lesson I finished writing up the English version of our alternative ending, and it's now ready for Vuong to translate for us :) Samuel has also started on the animation so yeah! We should be able to do this yo :D hahahaha.

Next, I had Japanese. And this lesson was spent talking about subjects lol, I'm so lonely next year! No one I know is in my subjects at all... \sigh. Guess this might make it easier for me to study then? Or just really shit .... ): But oh wells, I guess I'll just have to adjust to it. And yes, I am still loving the fact that I have 2 lines of frees in Semester 2! Hehe, on Tuesdays I only have to attend the morning lessons and I am done deal for the rest of the day! Loveeee!

Mm, during English I think our group got pretty pissed off with eachother.. but yeah. Our scene is going a lot better now, and we're gonna perform it INSIDE instead, because aircon :D hahahah yeah. Mm, don't really have much to talk about for this, just wondering weather I should actually kiss Nathan on the cheek or not, LOL!

In Science today, I had my first lesson back with Carolyn! In the first part of the lesson, Ms Paps went through the practice test and every question I attempted was correct ^___________^ hehe I'm happy and a bit confident for the test now :) and then after that, instead of working on our assignment, Carolyn and I sat there chit chatting away about almost anything and everything! I love talking to her :D we think about the stupidest things ever HAHA! We also went through our subjects next year .. and I don't have any with her either! \sigh!

Afterschool, I went with my bitchwhorebetch to town so I could find stuff for English. We went to Toys'R'Us first .. but didn't find anything in there >.> so I went to Jayjays .. because I haven't been there in ages ): I found something special for my everything and she will get that surprise tomorrow :D I also found a new t-shirt LOL! Yes, I finally bought that shirt that says ' I'm not short, I'm fun size! ' But not in that yucky technicolour one, there's a cuter one with a giraffe and a turtle HEHE! Then we went to the Reject shop.. and the things there are so dodgey I'm not even going to talk about it. Anywhos, so we went to Spotlight and I found pipecleaners and this cute little scrapbooking thing I might use to make a little somethin' somethin' for my cat LOL. Yeah :) so after that we decided to go home and lucky cause as soon as we got there the bus was about to leave D: Ngaww, my cat has been so tired lately, sleeping on every bus trip. He's so bloody adorable haha.

It's stinking hot and I don't bloody like it at all. Gets me on my nerves hardcore. Ugh!

Days are getting lonelier and I have no choice but to sit back and just let things be. I don't like it at all...

Some people are just so fucking annoying. Fucking get your own fucking life and stop fucking copying me -_________- I'm not the only one noticing it so don't just say it's me thinking too much. Bloody fuck sakes, get your own style already -________- GRR. Eeeeeee, I don't know how I'm going to react the way things are going. There's only so much I can take of everything, and I think I've JUST about had enough of you.. but I'll just sit back and watch how you're gonna play this out. Retreat, or attack? You tell me hunny. Let me know what you decide yeah? Cause I sure as hell ain't gonna hurt my baby.. let me plan it out :)

Mm, you... you are... idk.


I was actually upset today for a reason. You should know why, but if you don't then .. dw. I'll get over it, I'll find a way to make myself get over it.

BECAUSE I BLOODY THOUGHT YOU'D KNOW WHAT I WANT BY NOW, AND WHAT YOU CHOSE TO DO ISN'T MAKING ME HAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY. FAILLLLLLLLLLLL. HAAHAHAHHAHAHA. Oh dw, this isn't about you kitty. This is about someone else :)

Mm, it's gonna be even HOTTER tomorrow! Hope everyone finds the strength to go to school and stay alive. ThanK God all my lessons tomorrow are in chilled rooms. Drink lots of water yo!