Insomniac by choice?♣
Friday, December 11, 2009 / 12:45 AM
I actually refuse to sleep, this moment.. right here right now. I miss you that much, yup. Although I'm really tired.. I'll just lay there and think of you. Reminisce, and miss your big strong buff arms around me. Protecting me and keeping me warm. My pillow ends up becoming too wet and soggy for me to sleep on, stupid tears. And sometimes, somehow.. I do end up drifting off to sleep, but only for an hour or two.. But that's just enough for those nightmares to come back and haunt me. Why won't it go away?
have you ever hugged someone goodbye,
& just found it so God damn hard to let go?
Oh baby, all the time. Everyday.