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You're not alone, together we stand. I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand.♣

Thursday, December 17, 2009 / 6:55 PM

The weather's been crazy aye? But I'm just loving it ♥ Summer is nothing without the blistering heat, but just add in some summer rain and lightning, and you have got yourself one excited little motherchucker :D That thunder I could live without though >.> hahaha.

Yesterday, I planned to stay home and recuperate from the day before.. but I had another argument with the parents. It's stupid though, it's the holidays yeah? Time to relax and have fun. But apparently I go out too much? Bullshit. Then they had a go at me for being stupid, useless and ugly. Yup, I have the best parents in the world. So that kid I adore so much asked me out so we could get his haircut. And that's exactly what I did haha. I grabbed my bag and stormed out of the house. He told me to meet him at Arndale, but I thought that was to catch a bus? Turns out I was supposed to get off at Arndale LOL. I ended up going all the way to town to grab a Boost! Juice :) No regrets. Had a little thinking time to myself and that's always healthy for me.

When I got back to Arndale, I walked all the way to Red Rooster to meet Brandon and Jason. And we walked to the hairdressers place. Haha, bloody Asians, know everyone. They went to Chi Thuy's hairsalon :D sat around for like an hour watching Aaron, Brandon and Jason get their hair cut :) It was sweltering though. 40 degree weather.. Luckily I had the fan in front of me :D Jason that bucktoothed cutie had a camerawhoring session on my phone, he looked like such a girl hahaha. After the boys finished their haircuts, they looked like hotties ;D ♥ AHAHAHA.

Mm, then we went to Greater Union to chill for a bit, and also caught sight of a brawl. Not much detail needed, it wasn't much of one. Though it was quite fun to see two people I disliked to get owned by a fat guy. HAHA. Then went to Arndale to grab some drinks. Megachoc shake & Green Apple Smoothie, yum ♥ We also saw Maria working at the Charlesworth Nuts stand too :) Haha, after that we decided to bus to town and tram to the bay.

The bus and tram ride you ask? Well it was pretty fun I guess :) .. and I also got so many weird stares from strangers HAHA. Why? Because boys talk about the most sexual things so openly. Jason got a boner everyone, yup. Once the tram ride was over, we headed to the clean side of the jetty and set up camp. Two nicely temperatured and bodied boys sat there in the sand. I would so consider doing this again someday! Randomly hitting the bay in the evening. We just lay and sat there chilling haha. It was so calming :) the sound of the waves and the sight of the sunset ♥ Then Jason & I went to grab some Maccas while Brandon went for a swim :D When he came back and we finished eating, we caught the tram home.

Hahaha, by this time I was dead tired. When we got off the tram we had to 'run' for the bus because someone thought we were going to miss it -- .. But we also saw the other Asian crew that headed to the bay today haha. The bus ride home was freaking loud and scary, for two reasons. One being, there was a drunk man at the back of the bus .. apparently he was pretty funny, but he was so loud and that always manages to scare me :L. Apparently he looked like it was gonna touch Emily too xD Another factor being.. there was thunder and lightning. The rain is nice, as always. The lightning is just mesmerising. But the thunder can go die. I absolutely hate loud noises, well unless it's music ^^. LOL @ Emily's question though xD

Then Jason and Brandon walked me home.. and it was nice, cause it was in the rain! I haven't done that in so long. Remember what you said? We're still going to right? We better >:3

So I came home, feeling tired yet miserable. I stayed up til about 3am doing.. God knows what? But most of the time I was talking to my lovely kitty who I hadn't heard from for .. like 30something hours? Shuttup, may not seem much to you but I'm not used to being away from him for so long :L. But we had a lovely chat session, which helped me sleep for 10 straight hours. Yeah that's right, 10hours. I haven't been able to do that for so long. It felt so nice :)

I hope things are better now, between us. I honestly do. I don't know why we waste time having these little pointless disputes. I would so much rather be spending time with you, having the time of our lives. But I don't need to complain about the amount of time we have, because you & I are forever sweetie ♥ You know that as well as I do :) & nothing is going to change that.. right? But I do hope you've understood and accepted what you are to me, and never doubt me. Because I not only want, but need & love you, I always have, still do .. and always will. You're just that amazing person in my life that no one could ever replace, or even come close to. Mere siwwy words aren't enough for me to even start to try and explain, even these small attempts are massive understatements. I lober you hardcore. ♥