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Saturday, January 9, 2010 / 1:39 AM

What's up with the title little miss pouty lips? I'll tell you later.. if I still feel like it. Stick around and find out? :)

Anywhos, yesterday I spent the day with Jason, Thien, Brandon and Jasmine. Seems like they're the regulars now, and I wouldn't prefer it any other way actually. Haha, we met up at Jasmines and caught the bus to town. I was still a little grr at stuff that had happened prior to me leaving the house so I didn't talk much. Just sat there staring and thinking, it's what I do best. Anyone surprised? Even though my focus was way off in the distant, I could still hear Jason's voice yapping away next to me. Seemed like the longest bus ride. We went into the metro info place so Jason could show us how to get to his place, then headed into Maccas cause we're hungry, hungry people. Being the fast-food lover I am, I was craving a cheeseburger from Maccas and it was good to satisfy that week-long craving hehe. Also grabbed an iced coffee, which gave me a stomach ache after cause I drank it too fast.. like always.

After that we headed into Melody and Jason, Jasmine and I were the only one's who sung. \looks at Thien and Brandon, you guys suck! Well, can't really blame Brandon can we? He pulled an allnighter, yet again. Smartass. Can't really remember what we sung, but I reckon I did a lot more than normal. Jason's so loud, I swear. Even when me and Jasmine are on the mics (which are on full volume btw), Jason's voice is louder than ours.. when he's nowhere near the mic. He's so loud! Ahahaha. The boys left to buy the alkie, while Jasmine and I screamed out 'Bleeding Love' by Leona Lewis. When they came back I saw them carrying those sexy green bottles which I was so tempted to break open and gulp down. But no, I wasn't allowed to. Not til Saturday anyways :D hehe. So, we sung some more and Brandon fell asleep again. Thien in his little unsocial corner being quiet >____> and yeah. Fair good time at Melody I'd say. (: Cheered me up a lot.

Once our time was up, we caught the bus back to Arndale so Jason could buy soft drinks and shottie glasses. I didn't feel like going into most of the stores so sat outside with Thien, but he went into Smokemart after with Jason and Jasmine. Kinda obvious why I didn't want to go in there. I saw Jimmy and Cuong! You don't know how surprised I was seeing Jimmy and not receiving a greeting which included swearing. Seriously, it's not normal. Probably because he was so hyped up from Sydney. Oh well, after that we went into Ed Harry and looked at a few shirts. I found this red t-shirt that I definitely want a certain cat to have. Don't ask why, I just do. And after we were done browsing and shopping, we caught the bus home. Oh yeah, Emily and Adelaida and that were also on the bus and they're so much louder than Jason hahaha.

It was quite a short day, too short for my liking but we had as much fun as we could, so no regrets there. I still wonder why they trust me to take the Cruisers home, knowing that I love them. Just knowing that they're sitting in my room right now, you have no idea how tempted I am. And I apologise to Jason that cute kid for being 'mean'. I was in a bad mood as I said before, and it's like how you treat me like a bitch when you're in a shitty mood. I'm sorry!

Plans for the week ahead? Well, tomorrow is Saturday and hopefully Jason's small get together is still on. Fingers crossed. Monday/Tuesday, shall spend the day with kitty again hehe, and buy that shirt I want him to have and wear. Friday will be the AHS get together to welcome Andy Ngothai back to Adelaide at ice skating. I don't intend on doing any skating, not that I can. I'm probably just gonna chill with the two besties and try to beat Krystal's Tap Tap Revenge score. Why? Because I can. Then maybe hit Karaoke again with BK and S.

Okay, now that you've been a good reader and heard all about my day and plans. You're probably wondering what that titles all about? Well, it pretty much speaks for itself. And no, it's not because I want him. Did you really expect that from me?

No, it's because she's a total fucking bitch to him and he deserves so much more. This isn't a cliche line, it's true. The way he's backed down from every argument, even when she's in the wrong. Because he doesn't want to fight. He says sorry, even when it's not his fault. He's given his whole self to her, and she can't appreciate it at all. She's ordered him to block himself off from all his female friends, because she doesn't like it. And what happens after? She turns around and flirts with all these other chaps. While he just sits and waits for her replies on MSN. It's breaking his heart, seeing it all happen right in front of his eyes. But he's not going to confront her, he's just going to sit and wait quietly til she's decided she's sick of him and leaves him. No, he loves her too much. Being the close friends we are, .. or used to be now because of what she's done, I find it hard to just sit and watch this all happening to you. It's just not fair on you, you're too good for this, you're too good for her. I hope, you work up the courage to take the first step and leave her. Even you yourself, are starting to realise you don't deserve this. Boy, please. I know I'm not anyone to tell you what to do, it's always up to you, it's your choice. Don't let her walk all over you. Please.

When I see her out and about, it ruins my day. A glimpse of her reminds me of all the shit she's put you through, and is putting you through as we speak. Only a few know how hard it is for me to hold my hand down, I'm so tempted to 'hi5' her face.. so hard til she realises what a complete inconsiderate bitch she is to you. I don't know how much longer I can hold myself back, she aggravates me.

Moving on, there's only a few weeks left of holidays for all you Adelaide people. Those Back to School sales terrify me, they remind me that school's just around the corner and soon enough I'll be in year 11 officially. Scary. So, before you're bound to study and nerd up for the future year, have as much fan as you can, while you can. Cause before you know, you'll be lugging a heavy ass bag and sitting in front of a whiteboard trying your best to stay awake. Enjoy the rest of the holidays amigos, adios.

I made this using the image I posted before, brightened it up and added some text. It's a little faint, but yeah. I really like it (: