rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / 9:59 PM

Ugh, I honestly have nothing to say again today. I'm in the shittest possible mood. Seriously? I don't care what reasoning or so called "lecturing&advice" anyone has for me about this, I hate my family. Family? What are they supposed to be anyway? In my books, family are people who are related to eachother through DNA. Nothing more, nothing less. They love and care for eachother why? Because they HAVE to, not because they want to. Well, not in this family. Even if they say they do, and they are right now.. they've got quite a fucked up way of showing it.

I told you once, and I've told you many times after that, and I'll say it again. I'm outta here as soon as I hit 18.

Well, that's my negativity of today. But an hour or so ago I had the loveliest time webcamming with him. It's a rare occasion but whenever we do we both have the best time. Hahaha, seeing his smile even though he's not next to me, makes being away from him that easier to handle. LOL, he's the biggest idiot on webcam, almost as much as he is in person, but it's so fun to watch. :) Hehehe. No screenshots for you to see, they're mine and mine only.

Anyways, ciao for today. I'm gonna watch another episode of Californication and probably watch some more Smiling Pasta or something. I really do recommend this drama to those who adore Romantic Comedic dramas like I do. Hehe ^^