rolling dice

now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away

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Friday, February 26, 2010 / 12:07 AM

Mmk, so excusé moi for the .. 1+month of mysterious disappearance. I've failed my daily blog promise, and that's purely because I could not be stuffed. Then came along the problem of having too many things to talk about, things that were upsetting and I just didn't want to be reminded of. But I did have quite the best times during the end of the holidays. They'll remain a memory within my mind, can't really be stuffed recalling them now for this blog. Maybe some time when I'm bored kays?

Oh oh, but there's one thing I just have to mention. On the 9th of January 2010, he finally confessed his feelings for me. It was quite shocking actually, ... but in a good way. And now we're approaching our 2nd month, soon. Oh, how iLove him. ♥

Anywhos, once the holidays ended I immediately began preperation for year 11. And boy has it been tough! :/ The good thing is though, I've been studying hardcore and handing up everything on time, doesn't sound like me, does it? Chyeah boi, I've changed.. and for the better I'd say. It's always a good thing to be studying hard right? Mhmmm! So far, I've enjoyed every subject and nothing's been overly challenging, except one. Gay shit Research Project Pilot. Oh my God, don't even get me started on that shit. Maybe another day, oh don't you worry.. I will rant about it. That's a promise. Ahh, this year I'm also a year 11 Peer Leader for the year 8's at my school. It's not that much of a bad job, I mean.. we only have 3 sessions with them a term and every session is filled with fun, games and stacks and stacks and stacks of lollies! Hehehe, yeah I'm the popular one cause I buy the good brand lollies, muwahaha. But what they don't know is, I bought them for myself intending not to give them much.

As for my social life? It's damn great. I get to see them boys & girls at least fortnightly and just chill without any pressure. Which is why I love them so much. Of course, there's always those ups & downs.. but who really cares? That's what lifes about. Glad to know that I've found those few that are always there no matter what, & it's not a one sided thing.. where it's only me that needs them. It's them that needs me too. :)

Being jiwwy, there're always things that piss me off. And quite recently, I've become more agitated and irritated at the smallest things. But it's often because it's done by someone who I dislike. So for example, this bitch doesn't even know what the fuck she's doing in this place. And fucks everything up for the team. Never does any work, unless it's going to be recognised by others. What a fucking whore. Oh my God, you should just hear her voice.. ticks me off. Then? Some people honestly should just stop and reflect upon their actions. Everyone's a hypocrite, but most are only to a certain extent. You, however are just .. oh my fucking God. You're such an attention seeker too! Like, seriously, no one fucking cares. Can you please just shut the hell up and leave me alone?

BAHAHAHAHAHAHA, at something that happened at Regency. Well it was O___O' at first.. but then it's AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And honestly, I think a certain group of people need some balls. Or at least go back to Viet Nam and collect some. Cause honestly, obviously, you freaks are motherfreaking chickenshits. Yes, say what you like.. but it's the truth if you think about it. Not going to go any further into this topic, leave it at that.

There's so much more to say, but it's 12:50am on a school night so I'm gonna end it here. What a random post aye? My english has gone downhill too. Oh wells, I'll continue writing tomorrow! And hopefully as frequently as possible. So, I'm out for now people. Study hard, live life - don't hold back.