The getaway plan.♣
Saturday, March 13, 2010 / 1:11 AM
There's something I desperately need, and that's simply just some time away from it all. From everything.In every aspect of life, there's something going wrong for me right now. And it's all just way too freaking much for a little person like me to handle. I've been told by others that they admire me for my strength to stand through it all despite the fact whether I failed or succeeded. I don't really understand how they can all see that.. because right now I just feel like running away. And that's not a very strong thing to do, is it?
I just need some carefree time alone, and no, not that you dirty minded freak. The thing I need most is to just forget everything for a little while and runaway. I want to leave everything behind right now and just worry about myself.. Call me selfish if you like, but it's healthy to do so once in a while right? You can not keep on thinking about and living for others, even if it's something that makes you feel happy and accomplished when you're able to assist them. You'll feel even better once you're able to do something for yourself. One of my favourite dramas that I've mentioned before, Smiling Pasta, is one that I do learn a lot from. And one of my favourite quotes from that movie is:
"how can you make someone else happy,
if you're not happy yourself?"
So there's something to think about, aye?
Moving on, I've found another song that I like and again, it's an oldie. But like they say, old is gold. It's another nice tune by Ina, artist of another one of my favourite songs 'Fall.' Lol, all the way back from 2007, here is 'I wanted you.'
Lately I've been thinking 'bout what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way, I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderfull in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me, I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just damn deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Tryin' to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done, I just can't to this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretendin' now
We've been walkin' 'round in circles for sometime
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me, I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how damn deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
To being what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to see just how damn deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
♥
