rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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I saw you, I wanted you from the start
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 / 2:16 PM

I loved you, you went and broke my heart
You were my once upon a time*
Got another guy and we tore apart yeah

^ Matt Palmer - Times Two (Tik Tok remake)

Good song and if you haven't heard it yet, I recommend you do. :) I'm at school at the moment and can't search for a Youtube video to link you too. :/ So I guess you're just gonna have to do it yourself lazyass. ;D

Has anyone else been noticing the sudden flow of depression around them? Like seriously, so many friends of mine are going through troubles of their own. Whether it be heartbreak or family, you name it - it's happening. It's kinda unfair for it to be happening to them because they're always the people that are happy chappies. It's such a shame to know that the ones they hold close to themselves could cause them this much pain.

But like I've told someone recently,

Overcome your hardships, prove your strength and let the positivy and rewards of life flood in

I was proud of myself for sounding so smart, :) but that's not the point. Having experienced the depths of depression myself, I know how it feels and I feel safe to say that nothing's ever that difficult to overcome. With the right company and the right state of mind, it's easy peasy. I know that some things just seem like the end of the world and nothing will get better.. but trust me they do. You won't ever experience the highs of life if you can't get through the lows, like a rollercoaster ride. If you jump off now, who knows what you'll be missing out on. The time of your life. :)

Hahaha, this is the most I've ever written while I'm at school.. isn't it? Well I just can't help it if I get bored during Research Project because I've lost motivation for my research task... But there's also a few certain people that I can't stop worrying about and hoping that they're happy right this moment and will stay that way.

Oh, I've also noticed that I've been ultra-moody lately and no, it is not due to PMS. Say that to my face and you won't have one. No that's not me being moody either, that's just the kind of bitch I am. :P Haha, and there are some people that just continuously provoke my worst moods and just don't know when they do or when to stop. And you have no idea how hard it is for me to hold back tempation to just backhand them and let them have a little piece of my mind. It really is.

Anyways, I think it's about time I should 'get back to work' because I think the teachers are getting a tad suspicious. So, I hope everyone stays safe and happy.. and always look on the bright side of life. If there isn't one? Make one! Simple as that! :)

AND, Steve Chang, you're a faggot! I can't help it if I'm TOO COOL for you aiight!? Faaaaaarkk! :L Loveyouloser(:

Shout out to Lana Tran - cheer up kid! :) biffles always.
peetee - things can and will get better, because I said so.