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Sunday, May 23, 2010 / 7:19 PM
It's funny how you think every post I write is linked to you. My world has never, and never will revolve around you and my feelings towards you because I have other more important people in my life. Not every piece of hatred I feel, is for you. Get a hold of yourself.
I know plenty of people, and although I call them friends.. there's a different level of friendship each has.
There are friends who I call friends, because they are people I know and interact with. We aren't close, but hey, we get along.
There are friends who I generally hang out with a lot, and have a fondness towards. They aren't as close as the next, but they're there when I need them and I would do the same for them.
There are the close friends, who I will be seeing a lot and talk to about almost everything. They're my close friends who I know will be there for me through thick & thin. They're the type of friends you'd die for.
Then, there's that one and only best friend. Alan Tran. And there's no need to explain what I'd do for that kid because I'm sure by reading my older posts, you already know. He's always been there no matter the situation. Our years have no end. (Y)
Last but not least, there's the boyfriend. Steve Chang, there's nothing more I need to say. iLoveyoukitty.♥
Consider your side of the story, but also consider theirs. You had no idea the feelings he went through that led up to your relationship ending. Don't put the entire blame on him because he's had his fair share of pain too.
Like everyone else, when he's had enough, he's had enough.
If you had your group of "close friends" like you say you do, then there wouldn't be a need of all this desire for attention that has been irritating me to start off with.
Sure, think what you like. People know me for what they know me for. That doesn't bother me because I'm happy with the way I am. Even if you see it as selfish and unkind. You don't know my story and you've only judged me by my cover.
