rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Day 3 — Your parents
Sunday, June 20, 2010 / 3:29 PM

Dear Mum & Dad,

You possess the ability to annoy the living daylights out of me. You're always on my case and it seems that nothing I ever do is good enough for you. Although somewhere deep down, I know you love me and that I do in fact love you, even if doesn't seem possible.

I want to tell you so many things and so often I have the urge to just snap back at you. But I know better than that, and I know how upset it makes you.

It'd be good if you knew me. If you knew that I know what I'm doing. That I'm allowed to make my own decisions and although you're allowed an opinion, it doesn't always mean I'm going to follow it. My life is mine, and if I make mistakes with consequences, so be it. I'm not afraid of taking them. Don't tell me a story and expect me to learn from it. I won't learn from something I haven't experienced personally.
You did give me life, so let me live it. You've had your life. All your experiences, successes and losses. They aren't mine though. Don't expect me to do the same, or live the life you wish you had.

Despite the negatives and my inability to show you that I care majority of the time.. You still can. You shelter me, feed me, supply for me, care for me and love me. I know I'm hard to love, but you still manage to do it. I appreciate all the things you do for me.

But in the end, that's what parents are. And I guess I kinda love you.