Day 5 — Your dreams♣
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 / 12:54 AM
In my dreams, I see myself doing the things I'm not able to do when I'm awake. I'm wherever I want to be, with whoever I want to be with. And we're just doing whatever. It's that freedom that I long for. That carefree feeling. Because there's nothing to worry about. I'm with the ones I love and the one I love the most, and we're just being us. Chilling out or doing something stupid like always. It's like a parallel universe, but ever so happy. I wish it were reality.
The one person that has appeared in my dreams the most, is of course you. Before you were mine, and even now when you are mine. I dream about our future really, the things we could be doing and it gets me pumped. I can't wait to wake up to you every morning.
But then there are the nightmares. The ones that stand out the most are those ones where I'm alone. It's one of my biggest fears. I remember this one dream where I was enclosed by walls, in the center of the spotlight. But it was just me, and I was only a little girl. That wasn't it, I could hear everyone else's voice but they were nowhere to be seen. They were on the other side of the wall and all of them were having so much fun without me. Despite the number of times I cried out for them, even those closest to me, none replied. Til eventually I gave up and just curled up, balling my eyes out.
I've had that nightmare every now and again ever since childhood. It still manages to scare the living daylights out of me when I wake up.
I've never really thought about this, if the dream you're asking about is like a goal. Something you want, like one of those 'dream come true' type of goals..
If the case is that you're asking me what I dream about in my sleep, then that'd be easy.
