Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush♣
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 / 5:04 PM
Haha, did it really have to be this? Hm, well I guess there are two but only one was real. The other I don't like to count because in reality, I was just a toy.
So here it is Mr LL.
Hahaha aww, I remember my time with you. My first kiss as well. :) You were such a sweetie back then, and I guess you still are today. You were always there whenever I was upset and you always found a way to cheer me up. Being with you was the best thing ever and I guess it's my fault that it was ruined.
Being young and stupid, I didn't appreciate you enough and spent my time talking to other guys. Oblivious to the way you felt. I'm sorry. Til eventually it was too much for you. And when it ended I spent months just sooking over you. I still feel something just thinking about it hahaha.
But despite the past, you're still such a great friend to me. You still know me and when there's something wrong.. You still know how to put a smile on my face. And I guess I'm just grateful that you're still here with me. I'm happy to have a friend like you. :) You don't know how gay it was watching you suffer though. Knowing that you were upset yet not being able to do anything about it. I guess I just feel bad because I can't do the same for you.
I miss not seeing you as much. And I miss you too, ♥.