Thoughts before I sleep #1.♣
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 / 1:28 AM
You are the last possible person I could imagine myself drifting from, and yet ... it's happening. And furthermore, knowing that I can't do anything about it just makes me feel worse.
Why? You're someone I treasure in my lowest moments and someone I knew I could always lean on. Even though there were times in the past where you proved that to be wrong, I still went back to seeing you the way I did before. Because I always believed in the best of you and I still do.
I don't know why this is happening and I hate that I have too much pride to admit my weakness and sense of loss to you. If only there was some way that you could know what I'm feeling and take action.. But I guess you never will and things will only continue to head down that road where we both eventually don't talk anymore. I don't know how I'm going to be after that.