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now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Monday, August 9, 2010 / 11:54 PM

Since it's technically a new day, and I'll probably be busy tomorrow I'll post a blog now ahahas, not cause I'm bored or anything. /shiftyeyes*

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Dear you, that person I don't talk to as much as I want to.

I know it makes sense that we aren't talking anymore, and it shouldn't bother me as much as it does now.. But it does. Mainly because you said we'd still be friends. Close friends. That still told each other things. And when things got rough, and I asked you if you preferred us to be strangers you said no. You didn't want me to drop the subject, because it's the only class you had with me. You didn't want us to be strangers, because you'd rather have me around as a friend than not around and no one at all.

So.. how are you? Really. I know things are at it's worst for you, but has it gotten better? Have you gotten better? Have you been eating, sleeping like usual again?

I haven't seen you for almost a school week and it feels weird like this. We really are strangers now aren't we? /sigh* If that's what we are, and if this is what it takes for you to recover, then I won't do a thing about it and I'll leave things the way they are.

Just hope you'd be able to smile and be that goofy friend I always had, I quite miss that guy.