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Tuesday, August 24, 2010 / 2:55 AM
Again, it's almost 3am and I should be doing homework. Another allnighter, and someone's supposed to keep me company on msn and also do their homework.. but I can imagine them being so peaceful sleeping. I don't wanna wake them up, but maybe I will soon to make sure they get their homework done. :)
So, formspring's been my main source of entertainment even though the comments/questions/abuse have died down lately. So why did I make it? To show myself how mentally strong I was. Everyone had always told me they admired me for that, but I never knew why.. so I decided to make one to test out how much I could take. But it isn't really helping since I have this thing where I stopped caring about what people say/think about me. Because I know those people don't know enough, or even a single thing, about me to be able to make a considerable judgement.
But two things people should know are, I know I've changed and if there's anything anyone wants to know they could just inbox me on Facebook or chat to me on msn.
Yes, I've changed quite a bit in the last few years.. but hey, who hasn't? I've become a better person, and a worse person and changed back and forth to the person I am now. Whether that be a good or bad person, that's your decision to make. But I'm quite happy with the way I am and I know I have friends out there who are fine with me as well. And those people know all my mistakes and all my successes, yet they're still sticking with me. :) I love them dearly.
There's someone I've met though, who's changing me in different ways. Someone I trust enough to let them do that to me. I know it's not good to change yourself for anyone, because they should accept you for who you are, and if not, they should gtfo. But this change isn't entirely because it's something they want, I'm possibly changing myself in the ways I've wanted to but have never been able to by myself. This is just that motivation I need.
It should be known by now that I'm pretty open with what I say to others. I generally don't keep things to myself, so if there's something you wanna know just talk to me. But if not, don't be a moron and make up stories and place false judgements upon me because I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want someone doing that to you either, would you?
No one should be judged solely on first impressions, and they deserve a chance to show you who they really are. Give me that chance and I'll do the same for you.
But my favourite thing is the surprise that comes with knowing there are people out there who will stand up for you, and those who don't really care about what others say and are still willing to be friends with you. Gives me a little hope for this generation, knowing it isn't all about who's better than the other, who slept with who, who's a bitch, who's a slut, who's a dog, who's cocky and should get hit etc.
A post I've had in my drafts for a while now. :)
