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Linh “Jill” Truong, sweet sixteen. Studying year 11 at Adelaide High School. Experiencing the highs and lows of life, making it through the days with the best tunes, closest of friends and the perfect best friends

We've had our moments in the past where we were ever so close, and it was a shame what we had ended around the peak of our friendship. I have no clue why now.. but I know it was my fault. Because it was my choice.

You were the one I came to whenever I needed opinions from another perspective. A more experienced one with wise words to guide my way. What we had felt so one sided though, because I never really got to be that person for you. I guess I couldn't because you were the older one, you'd been through more.. But it didn't make me feel trusted because even though I knew you were unhappy, I was never able to do a thing about it. But you stuck with me anyways.

Having had crush on you, it was hard seeing you move on from this person to the next so often. Not always as that significant others, but even just as a friend. I felt so replaced and that feeling remains even today.

But it's odd that even now, I feel the need to give you an explanation when significant events occur in my life. Like, I owe it to you but I don't know why I do it. Why do I even bother? It's like you brush me off easily these days anyways.

It's painful remember how you said you wouldn't be the same without me. Like, the loss of our friendship would affect you greatly. And yet, it makes me wonder.. Did you mean it would make you happier? Because that's all I see. Or did you suffer the way I did as well?

You are the reason for one of my greatest fears; being replaced.