Everything comes down to what if,♣
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 / 8:24 PM
Miss the way we were.
Hate the way we are.
Wonder how it'd be.
I miss you, yeap.
I hate seeing you everywhere, everyday with someone different.
I wonder what it'd be like if I didn't do what I chose to do.
It's funny, I remember how often you'd remind me that you really did need me and that you wouldn't be the same without me. And I hate myself for doubting you every time you did, just because you never showed it to me. I feel stupid for testing you, because now I'm the one that got played. You've never been better by the looks of it, but I still get iffy when I see you.
I always see you looking my way, as if you're about to say something but you never do. And neither do I. I guess we're both too busy with our own lives now..
But I do wonder, do you ever think about this as much as I do?
Or have you completely forgotten everything and thrown it away?
