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Wednesday, November 3, 2010 / 11:07 PM
So like, this is probably just me being a bitch but I couldn't care less right now. I've had enough of pretending to not care about things that I obviously care about because it drives me fucking insane.
You've changed and it's like no one sees it, because no one's taken a step back to look at the kind of person you are now. The fucking annoying brat that thinks they have it all and tries to be someone that they're not. The person that just sits there and points out the flaws of their closest friends, without bothering to notice that you do it yourself.
Yeah I know, I'm not that much of a nice girl either and I'm nowhere near perfect. But hey, I don't aim to be. I know where my flaws and faults are, and I know there are heaps, but I'm cool with it. I know clearly what I am and what I'm not. I'm not trying to be anyone but me despite what anyone else may say or think.
Maybe this is just me, and maybe this is the person you really are but that's something I highly doubt because I know you are that sweet girl from before, deep down somewhere. You're not this stuck up brat that I see now because the image you're trying to put on yourself doesn't suit you or your lifestyle. I'm a friend who knows you well enough to know this isn't you at all.
And yeah, a few people who've heard me rant about this person sure know how much it bothers me and they've all told me to just confront you. I don't know why, but I don't have the heart to. Probably because this talk could risk me losing you as a friend, and that thought scares me because put aside all this hatred I've secretly grown for the 'new you', I still really love that other persona you have. That friend I always knew, that keeps me company and is so down to earth.
Why why why!
Anyways, I just had to let that out. Cheers blog, always knew I could count on you. Love you the most, ♥.
