There she goes again,♣
Friday, February 18, 2011 / 1:32 AM
Had a bad day today, seeing as someone decided to steal my phone. It made me realise how heavily dependent I am on a phone as well. With my phone I keep in contact with Nam throughout the day, oh & Vanessa, which keeps me sane and happy. With my phone, I can listen to music whenever I just need to block out everything around me and be in my own little world. With my phone, I can tell the fucken time. I was actual depressed openly for the first time today after I lost it, lol.
You know when you're sad, and you don't feel like being cheered up? Yeah, I'm one of those people that are constantly like that. I don't like to be cheered up, but there are people that I like to see when I'm down. No, I don't need them to try their best to make me smile, I just enjoy the company of these people because in front of them I can just blurt out everything I'm feeling & thinking without being judged or hearing words being yapped back into my face. They just let me be me, whatever I feel like being. And that itself lifts up my mood. These people are obviously the 3 I enjoy spending my time with most these days; Nam, VaNessa & Arng.
So, just by seeing them my day that started off with a "I-Wish-I-Could-Sleep-All-Day-So-I-Wouldn't-Have-To-Deal-With-This-Shit" mood immediately wore off and put a genuine smile on my face. Couldn't ever thank them enough.
I was pretty cranky from the beginning though, the moment I stepped into school I had the mindset "nah, ceebs with this shit. Just gonna get through the day without talking to anyone, not in the mood to take anyone's shit right now." It actually happens quite often, just today was a lot worse than others. I wonder why?
Hahaha, you know what else cheered me up? My boy's best friend/brother's-girlfriend's-pet-Pug, Elroy, seems to accept me now. :D He used to get aggro and jealous and try to attack me, but now he sits there by my side and let's me pat him, which he apparently doesn't do often because it takes him months to like someone new. When I get ready to leave he puts on an angry pouty face ahaha, cutest furball I know. :)
Catch up on my week so far?
- Monday/Valentines.
• Maccas & AB with Vanessa.
• Back to hers & boys picked us up.
• Mini Honda cruise to Semaphore to chill.
- Tuesday.
• Skipped school and went to Nessa's to comfort the poor thing.
• Cooked & cleaned for her.
• Town, & caught the train alone for the first time to Mawson's to get picked up by Nam while Nessa had TAFE.
• RIP Prelude next to the bridge at Mawson Interchange.
• Chilled there for almost an hour with Arng, Tony & Nooky while trying to revive the shitbox.
• Went back to Nam's & chillaxed.
- Wednesday.
• Town with Nessa.
• Little trip to Sadakone's & then off to Namzy's.
• Chill with Nam, Nessa, Arng & Tony.
Yes, pretty eventful hey? Lol, not! Anyways, I hope everyone's had a good week so far and the rest of the week goes well as well. Sleepy times for me! Over & out, x.
